Hi everyone, so it's been a while!
A lot has changed in these past couple weeks, I have had one massive thing change in my life and I feel like I should just expand in what my title means!So life is full of ups and downs, it's like a roller coasters.. unfortunately I have had my downs these past couple of weeks and it's finally making me realise that life isn't full of happiness....
Okay so about three weeks ago my boyfriend at the time broke up with me, don't get me wrong I fully support his decision and stuff! But i just can't take this heartbreak anymore, I have had two breaks up in less than a year! First it was my ex boyfriend cheating and now this. Maybe I am not meant to find someone, maybe I am meant to be single!
I don't want to get into details about the whole break up, let's just say that it has a affect on me big time! I am depressed and everything in my life has no meaning to it, i am wanting to write something for him to kind of express how I am feeling and just everything in general!
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