everything that happened and the true facts that happened in the realtionship is below
okay well i still love him very much, no he is not my boyfriend he has a girlfriend and i am so pissed because a day before he got a girlfriend i expressed my feelings to him. hey i am not mad because it is my fault and i should be happy.
it was bascially my falut because on the first day of school he was showing affection and i really didnt show anything i am so angry that i didnt show affection. i dont know if he is reading this but if you are reading this then i am sorry about everything and that i love you so freaking much i know that i cant have you, i dont know how you feel about me. i was going to ask him out on the first day of school which was the 28th of january which is his birthday, i am so angry that i didnt my nerves were not the best that day i was so shit load nerves, i was scared that he was going to say no. but i never gave actually asked him just incase he did say no i would be desvated.
okay well i am going to end it here because i dont know what to say. all i want to say that you were the best thing in my life and yea i might not have you, but you always have a speacil place in my heart
