12 | Are You Sure?*

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December 8, 1984

Today was one of Vince's parties at his and Sharise's house. I was happy when they both got married and told everyone they were having a baby. I was happy Vince actually was serious about her compared to the other girls.

At the moment I sat in between Mick and Nikki while everyone was either drinking and doing coke, I stayed sober. "Hey, are you in the band?" Nikki mocked the woman talking to Vince in the distance. "What do you fucking think?" Mick mocks Vince and the two laugh while I roll my eyes. "Have you met my wife Sharise? Do you wanna have a threesome?" Tom mocks Vince making the three of us glare at him. "Tom, What the fuck is wrong with you man?" Nikki gets serious with him. "She's fucking pregnant, man." I speak up too. "That's fucked up." Nikki points at her in the distance.

Tom gets all weird and Nikki then tells him he's joking but then also tells him don't be a fucking dick

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Tom gets all weird and Nikki then tells him he's joking but then also tells him don't be a fucking dick. "Look at her she's fucking pregnant, man." Nikki gets serious again then Mick also calls him a fucking dick. "All right, I'm sorry." Tom apologizes as I get up and go find Sharise.

I see them both walk to the door and hear that he was going to get more booze and Raz was going with. While they both went out the door I walked up to her. "You guys are so cute." I smile at her and she takes my hand to feel the baby kick. "Someday when you find the right guy and have a baby, you'll love the little kicks." She smiles at me, making me nod my head. "Key word someday and that's not anytime soon." I laugh as she nods her head walking away leaving me alone.

"Your baby would be adorable." I hear Nikki coming up behind me with the Jack still in his hands. "Drink some." He shoves the bottle in my face. "No, I'm staying sober tonight and I guess thanks again to the first part." I laugh shoving the bottle back at him. "Let's walk and talk." He puts his hand out for me to take. "I guess it won't hurt." I take his hand and we walk around the house.

Me and Nikki walked into one of the empty rooms upstairs and it was one of the guest rooms I've stayed in when I helped Sharise with the baby room. "So how are you doing? Nikki asked, leaning on the dresser. "Nikki, you know how I've been doing." I giggle at his question. "Yeah, I know. Just trying to make conversation." He says taking a drink eyeing me. Why did I have to wear this?

"You look good tonight, I'm surprised no one has tried talking to you all tonight." Nikki looks me up and down. "Probably because I'm always with you guys." I laugh walking over to the window. "Well I would have already dragged you away looking like that." He says, making me turn to face him. "Only you would Sixx." I laugh walking over to him. "Yeah but you would stop me." He takes a bigger drink of his Jack. "I would try yeah, don't get me wrong. In the past it was hard for me not to let it happen. Fuck, I hated not being able to have you do something to me. I hated watching girls with you." I go on not knowing why. "You wanted me just as bad as I wanted you?" Nikki asked, putting his bottle down next to him. "The first moment at the diner when you finally looked up at me I fell for your stupid face." I laugh at myself throwing my arms up. "Why am I saying this?!"

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