Chlorine ( Villain Deku, Bakudeku, Katsudeku )

Chapter 12

Bakugou's POV (Listen to this when you read this chapter)⬆️⬆️⬆️

After our little game of tickle, tickle Deku took a shower. He wanted to go first so I let him. And I'm not fucking soft! Then after twenty minutes he came out. "Your turn Kacchan!"
"Thanks and I left you clothes on the bed. You have to wear them because I don't take a no for an answer so you better wear that outfit!"
"Okay fine. Thanks for picking my outfit. I have a hard time picking my outfits anyway." I smirked at him and he noticed that. He blushed a little and went to his room. I showered for five minutes and came to our room. He was at the toilet so I changed and waited for him to come out. He slowly opened the door. I noticed he was all red. It was because I picked him an outfit that looked like a cute maid. I laughed so hard. "Not f-funny Kacchan!" He looked so flipping cute. "You can take it of if you take a picture in this cute maid outfit."
"Fine just quickly! It's very emberasing!" I took a picture on my phone. "Hey if you want I can give you my good camera. I remember that every time I took pictures with that camera it would come out beautiful." He leaned to his bag and took out a camera. It looked fine so I took a picture. I pretended to take more but I was actually looking threw the gallery. I couldn't believe what I saw. There were the same pictures that were on the walls of Deku's torture room. I didn't want to say anything to him so I took one last photo of him and gave him the camera. "Is that all?"
"Yes. Or do you want a photo shoot~"
"N-no! No more! I will be good without the photo shoot!"
"Fine now I'll have to go to the store to buy some food and supplies okay? Don't open the door to anyone and just wait for me."
"Y-yea o-okay..."
"Don't be nervous I'll come back after like ten minutes. It won't be long just wait."
"Mhmm. Just promise you'll come back as fast as you can!"
"I promise. Now I'm going! Don't don't do anything stupid okay my little cutie?" I smilled at him and rufulled his green hair. "Okay. Bye!"
"I'll be back soon! Bye!" I waved at him and went to the store. I hope he doesn't run away. He might do anything while I'm away. Now I need to hope that the police don't see me.

Izukus POV

Kacchan left and I was left alone again. I hate the feeling of being left alone. I experienced it more than anyone. All those people I killed and tortured... It was so I didn't felt lonely... I took pictures of them so I could remember them. My mother also took pictures of me and Kacchan but when Dabi checked he said that she burnt all of them. No one else remembered me. With pictures you can see them and remember the good times you had with that person. But she... she destroyed all of our precious memories! When I took pictures of the people i tortured I remember them. I take two pictures of every person. One I hang up the wall so that everyone can look at them. The other I put in my bag that can't be destroyed. I save it. Also I save the memories of the people i killed. If the building burns to ashes I at least have they're memories. I regret what I've done and I would never go back to the villains. They needed days, weeks, months to drive me insane. I still had some sanity deep down but I hid it. Well Kacchan could bring me back to normal in a few simple words that meant everything to me. Now I have pictures in the camera and in real life. They're memories are safe with me. When I was a villain it's like I had two personalities. In one I was a crazy psycho who killed with no empathy. The other side I only show when no one is around me. Not even Kacchan. It's when I cry to sleep, ask for someone to kill me and end this miserable life, when I apologise for the people i killed. It's weird how a human can do so much evil. I however don't regret killing Allmight. Deep down I knew that he only wanted to beat All for one. He didn't care how I felt. None of the teachers, my friends or even family cared about me. The only one is Kacchan. I don't know why but it's at least someone cares. If not him I would've probably be dead by now. I thought about this and tears started to fell from my eyes. I started crying to myself. I felt miserable. I don't know what I want. Do I want to be remembered or forgotten. Loved or left alone. I don't know if I want to die or live. I don't know anything. I'm just confused. I tried to stop myself from crying but I couldn't. Tears just went down my face. I wanted to end all this pain but there still someone who needs me. When he is still here I won't give up. Ill try to be happy for him. I'll try to be the same Izuku Midorya that I was. It will be hard but he is my only hope. He's reaching out for me, trying to help me so I can't let him down. But I know that he knows about my regrets, sadness and tears. He knows it but he still tries to keep it inside. I love him so much. I can't be without him. Every friend I made was fake. Every teacher I met didn't care. Every villain I met didn't care. My father and mother didn't care. It was like I was a peace of trash thrown around. I can't stop thinking about it. Every time that I'm alone I can't get this thought out of my head. I dream about it, think about it, cry about it. When I talk to other people somewhere in the back of my head the thought of leaving this world still exists. I try to shake it off but I can't. I said that I won't do it but... I just feel incomplete. It's like people stole my good emotions and left the bad ones. They took out exitment, happynes... But they left sadness, anxiety, loneliness... I'm struggling so that's why I don't want to tell it to Kacchan. If I do I'll put even more weight on his shoulders. I don't want that. I want him to be happy. That's why I'll make him happy and I'll live just for him...

Thats it! This chapter was so sad I couldn't :'(  i felt so bad for Izuku. I fell even worse for the ending! No spoilers! And he won't do suicide. Don't worry! I really like this story. But I think I won't write for two days. On Monday I'll write a chapter. I don't write chapters on weekends because I have more stuff to do. But I hope that you like this story and want to read it!
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