COUNTDOWN | seungbin ✔️

eight

later that night, seungmin sat alone in his room, recalling what had happened after school. his eyes dripped with tears. his walls, the walls that held him up, the walls that made him strong, just..collapsed. if they were already collapsed earlier, they were broken now. moment by moment, minute by minute, they fell. salty drops fell from his chin, drenching his already drenched shirt. perhaps these tears will help wash the blood out of my system. seungmin pressed his head against his baby blue wall, that was his favourite colour. baby blue..so innocent. seungmin was anything but innocent at that point. he was trembling and he couldn't stop. he was broken; hurt. even as he pressed his hand against the wall it shook, it trembled. it was raw, everything, raw tears, raw emotions. seungmin just couldn't stop crying. why can't i stop crying?

those were the last things he asked himself before he blanked out for the night.

seungmin skipped school for the next few days, not wanting to meet anyone, not wanting to do anything. his parents didn't care, just like how they brushed it off when their son came from school crying.

seungmin returned back after skipping for four days. he thought he would be able to deal with it but the moment he stepped foot into the building he already missed the comforts of his baby blue room.

it's going to be alright, just-

his thoughts got cut off by a masculine built figure brushing past his shoulder in a not so gentle manner. fuck, it was changbin.

seungmin scowled at the older but his eyes softened once he saw the dark eye circled and heavy eye bags under his eyes. he was also greeted by the numbers "two"

although seungmin tried to convince himself that he hated the older to his core, deep down inside seungmin knew he still liked the older, a lot.

"hyung.."

seungmin reached out, grabbing onto the older but his hands got swatted away.

"hyung please"

seungmin tried once more, this time he jutted his lower lip out into a pout and he had those adorable pair of big doe eyes which changbin could not say no to.

changbin eventually gave in and engulfed the younger into a hug. "i thought you hated me seungmin"

"i don't anymore. i..i like you hyung" seungmin decided this was the perfect moment to confess, not wanting his chance to slip away as the older only had two days left although seungmin hoped that was a joke.

changbin looked slightly taken aback by the confession but pecked the seungmin's forehead. "i like you too sweetheart. the reason why i was avoiding you was because i was confused of my feelings and i needed time to think. i'm so sorry for hurting you baby."

seungmin giggled and hid his face into the crook of changbin's neck. oh how he missed the older's scent and touch.

"hyung, can i sleep over at your house today?" seungmin asked with that pair of big doe eyes. who could ever say no to those? clearly not changbin.

"okay baby" changbin ruffled the younger's hair and gave him a slight peck on the lips before shooing him away, indicating he wanted the younger to start heading to class.

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i couldn't live with the angst lmao sorry