Blinded | a.i

We all have a time in our lives where we have a best friend, or a soulmate. Someone we share memories with, experiences, secrets. We take most of our free time to spend with them, doing almost everything together you grow more attached and get closer as friends. You enjoy every second you have with them, whether it's talking in person, on the phone, or emails.

Best friends can be of the same sex, or of the opposite. It doesn't matter what gender, what they look like, or how popular they are.. you just have this connection.

Hanging out on the weekends becomes a typical thing, it doesn't matter what it is. Going to the beach, movies, or just hanging out at someone's house, you will always have fun.

But that can all change when they find a partner. It's normal to feel jealous, abandonment, or any type of negative feeling. This happens because you loose contact as your best friend spends more time with their parter than they do with you.

Trying to maintain a friendship as well as a relationship can be time consuming causing them to drop one, most of the time it's the friend.

Loosing a best friend is like dying. You've shared everything with that person to have it all vanish due to one person. One person can change everything. You will try to get back what you had but they push you away because they have their partner. Something you thought was going to last forever just doesn't. You will find anther friend, maybe better. But no one can compare to your first best friend.

You start to loose your mind, you loose consciousness and you mental state trying to fight for something you've lost, but In your gut you have this hope that you'll win. You start to spiral out of control loosing hope everyday, everyday get tougher not having your best friend to help guid you through.

The person you told everything thing good and bad too. The person who would help you through a bad day is completely consumed by their 'lover'

As your loosing your mind, they are loosing theirs just as much. But they don't notice it the way you do. you can feel the mental pain slowly switch to physical as you loose consciousness over and over again. They are loosing their minds into someone they claim to love.

But no one beats a best friend.