Vague | Jikook/Sope ✔

3. A lover

" For god's sake, stop drinking jimin, this is your twelfth shot! "

tae said and told the bartender to don't give him another drink.

"Tae, I miss him "
jimin buried his face in his arms.

" We all miss him jim, there's no doubt about that "

tae stood up and paid for the drinks.

" but none of you have kissed him or woken up next to him "

" We sure didn't, but he's fucked all of us with his decisions lots of times "

jimin slightly chuckled.

"Jim, we all want you to be happy, I'm sure if he was there he would want you to smile all the time "

"Okay, stop talking like he's dead, we're going to start from tomorrow, namjoon said everything is ready "

jimin tried to stand up but he stumbled.

Tae held his arm and proceeded their way out of the bar.

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The girl just woke me up for another talk.

god, if you hear me, just kill me already.

" What do you want from me? what the hell do you exactly want? "

I shouted and then felt the weakness in my voice and my body.

"Well, I was waiting for you to ask me that, after 8 days you finally said it "

" what the fuck? first you kidnapped me and then you wait till I ask you this? instead of telling me shit just say what the fuck should I do? "

I'm absolutely furious, I can't take this shit anymore.

She yanked my hair and whispered in my ear
" You have no idea, how insane I could be, don't you ever yell at me again "

she let out my hair and I released a groan from pain.

if she just unties me I'll show her how insane I could be as well.

" Remember how I told you about my feelings? Do you know what you did ? you pointed at a fucking boy with pink hair and smiled "

"look, I said I'm fucking sorry like hundreds of times why can't you just accept my ... wait, did you just say a boy? "

A boy? I have a, a boyfriend?
my eyes were wide open.

" I guess it was more than a boyfriend, something like a lover, He's disgusting "

she answered like she read my mind ...

I have a boyfriend? , or should I say,
A lover...?

"every day that I spied on you I had to see your gross kissings and hugs everywhere, I wonder how sad he could be right now for not seeing and touching you for 8 days "
she grossly grinned.

I said nothing,
I was deeply thinking,

It feels even more bad that someone out there is crying for me.

I don't remember his face or name but, why do I feel like I miss him?

This is ridiculous.
Why my tears are starting to fall ...

"why? "

I asked her and my tears streamed down my face

"why, what? "

" Why did you .. separate us? "

I tried to hide my tears but for the hundredth time, I realized that I'm fucking tied.

" you don't even remember your own name, now you're fucking crying for him? "

she vigorously slapped in my face.

I can taste the blood in my mouth.

But All I'm trying to do is picturing a boy with pink hair in my mind.

" you're so pathetic ... "
she left and smashed the door.

All I can think about is a pink haired boy who has been crying and waiting for me.

I'm sure he'll find me.

We've kissed each other every day, everywhere, right?

I asked and finally realized that she's left.

If I have a lover, I want to meet him,
to look at him and memorize his face so that nothing can make me forget him.

I want to kiss him, again.