Vague | Jikook/Sope ✔

8. Through the Fire

His dad?

Now that I realize he's never talked about his family to me,
why would she talk to him about his dad?

" I have a lot to tell you baby ..."

I could feel the sadness in his voice.

"Jimin, I'm scared,
and I hate to tell you this,
I want to protect you until the day die "

" What does it have to with that?
I want your trust before anything else,
I want you to tell me everything you feel, Like the way I do ."

" Then I'm scared Jimin,
I'm so frightened,
I have no clue how she knows about my dad "

"Kook, you know that we've been dating for 2 years and we've been living together for a year now,
but you've never talked about your family to me "

" Because I wanted to forget ... everything, after all the things that happened to me, I wanted something to distract myself,
then I found you and things got deeper than I thought,
you became my world and a way to forget and escape from all of my past memories "

I sat on his lap and put my hands on his shoulders.

" Let it all out kook. There's nothing more interesting and important for me than you and everything that's related to you.
I want to know and learn everything about you ... "

I saw how he take a deep breath and let it out slowly.

He must've had a tough life in the past,
but if he wants me to help him he has to tell me.

" Don't rush about it kook,
take as much time as you want,
I know it's hard to talk about it so,
just relax and tell me whenever you're ready, okay? "

I said and kissed his forhead.

In these 2 years,
he's always comforted me and listened to me patiently whenever I was nervous or flustered.

He's always calmed me down with his warm hug, sweet kisses, and valuable words.

I can never live without him.

And now I should be a Jungkook for him.

Now that he needs a warm hug and a look that says everything will be all right and even if it doesn't,

I'll stay by your side forever.

I will walk through the fire with you, jungkook.

He buried his face into my chest and burst into tears.

I coddled his hair.

"Shhh, It's gonna be alright "

I said but I didn't believe in my own words.

I've never seen him that fragile and vulnerable.

"My m-mom "

he said and sniffled.

" I miss him jimin,
She was the only one that I trusted in my whole life,
She was the only one I had in my life, She used to hug me and cover my ears when dad came home drunk or sometimes bleeding,
even though I knew she was hurt too, She had bruises All over her body ...
I knew that my dad used to hit her and cheat on her.
One night he came home so late ...
I was so fed up with the whole situation and I didn't want my mom to get hit again,
I wanted to protect her,
So I came downstairs to see him and tell him to stop or otherwise I'm gonna leave the house with mom ..."

he said and stopped,

I felt like he needed a pause for the next part ...

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Flash Back, 4 years ago.

September 14th, 2015

Jungkook's P.O.V

I heard his footsteps from down stairs.

Ugh Is he drunk again? I'm fucking tired of this shit.

I went downstairs and I saw my mom who just woke up on the couch because he turned on the lights at 4 in the fucking morning.

" Why did you sleep on the couch? "

he asked her and lit his cigarette.

" Why do you even fucking care?"

I said and gazed into his eyes.

" Jungkook!"

my mom said with worry.

This situation needs to be ended,
and I'm gonna end it tonight.

"Woah, What did you fucking say?"

" I said why do u fucking care?
Does it matter where she sleep when you're out every night pounding into other women ?"

" You don't know a fucking thing, shut up your mouth before you fucking regret it "

I laughed hysterically.

" Regret it? "

I asked and laughed louder.

" You chose a funny word,
I even regret that I was born,
Don't threaten me with a word that I was born with "

"Jungkook, stop it, now "

my mom said.

I looked at her.

So delicate with lots of bruises.

I could see how tired she is,
exactly like me.

" I'll end it tonight mom, don't worry "

I stared at him again

" what the fuck can you do exactly?"

he smirked.

"I'll leave the house with mom and you'll never be able to find us "

I said and now I was the one who was smirking.

I know he somehow needs us for what he does at his so-called job.

His eyes got a darker colour.

" You don't know what you're talking about,
you can't live outside without me,
they'll kill you "

They?
Is that a new excuse for keeping us? No, not this time.

I looked at my mom.

"Mom, pack up your stuff "

" No fucking way "

he yelled and pulled out his gun.

He has a fucking gun?

He pointed at me with his gun,
he's too drunk to hold it but he did it with trembling hands.

" What the fuck? "

I yelled.

" Tell me you won't go anywhere and I'll put it down "

hah, Is that so?

It's not the end I wanted,
but if he wants it like this I'm okay with it.

"Alright, Shoot "

I said, He hesitated.

" Come on, what are you waiting for?
I always wanted to end it,
and if it's now, I'm ready "

" I'd better do it my own, it's better than getting caught by them ... "

he whispered to himself.

Who the fuck are they?

" I'm sorry jungkook ... "

he said and shot.

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Boom ... :))
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Much love to you ♡

-BlackLight