Everything Is Blue Black

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A/N.      TRIGGER WARNING!!!

I open the slits in my eyes and it doesn't seem right.
The sun.
It's shining.
I only have a few seconds before everything becomes clear. I can see what I've done. Where my mind, has gone. The dried blood still on my wrists from where I had cut the night before with a peice of glass.
I stand up and walk to the mirror that I had punched and busted a couple of weeks ago.
I look at the shattered glass, staring at my reflection. At my flesh. Flesh is all I've got. I am soulless. My soul was Tyler Joseph. Beautiful Ty. Why did I mess everything up? I loved him. Love him. Still do.
"Well Josh, how are you?" I ask myself.
"I'm feeling very- blue." I reply to my reflection
"JOSHUA DUN!! IS THAT YOU THAT I HEAR?? ARE YOU AWAKE FINALLY? GET IT IN HERE YOU PEICE OF SHOF!!" The aweful voice of my father screams at me.
"My home is blue-black." I had told Tyler... and boy was that the truth.
"COMING FATHER!!" I scream back at him.
I exit my room to be surprised by a slap to the face that made me feel very red, it knocked me over and I stumbled but managed to gain my balance.
"Come quicker next time."
"Yes sir."

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