Lovely Killer!? || Minsung

14

Some days passed and Jisung was told that he'd get out of the hospital soon. While he was there he met serval people. Felix and Minho were the ones who passed by the most, but the other boys came by too. Jisung got to know them, again. He didn't seem to remember much at all. The only thing he thought was familiar was Minho's voice.

By now the doctor told Jisung a bit more. They told him he lost his memories, but since he remembered Minho's voice, there was a high chance that some, if not all, memories could return. Jisung still didn't know the reason he even ended up in hospital, but they promised him to tell him when the right time has come.

One day Minho and Felix came in and told Jisung he didn't have any family or other people registered anywhere close. They said that he had an uncle, but he lived about five hours from where he currently was. Now he had to either contact his uncle or find another place to stay. Of course Felix and Minho both told him that he could live with them, but Jisung couldn't decide this quickly. The two boys left and told him they'd come back the next day. Now Jisung had to decide.

Felix told him that they used to be best friends and that he already lived with him. Jisung thought that Felix was really nice and someone he could trust. There was just one problem. Jisung didn't feel comfortable around him yet. For him Felix was still more of a stranger. He felt sorry, but he just couldn't help it.

Minho on the other hand didn't tell him about their relationship. Jisung didn't know much about him or what they used to be. The only thing he knew was that Minho and he knew each other. But there was something that made Jisung feel safe around Minho. Maybe it was the fact that his voice was the only one Jisung remembered.

Jisung was confused. He thought that he should probably stay with Felix as he at least told him something about their past together. What he told him sounded nice. He had a better feeling around Minho though. He didn't know anything about their past, but he felt like there was something. He didn't understand it himself, but he felt like going with Minho would be the right choice.

Author's note:
Apparently I lost some more parts of this story._. I was already wondering why this chapter is so short.. Turns out like half of the chapter is missing and I can't restore it.. So I will try to write something and maybe the story will go into a different direction than it was before, but I really don't remember what I wrote here :c

The day after, both, Minho and Felix came to Jisung to hear where he decided to stay. He looked both of them in the eyes and got serious.

"I want to thank both of you for the offer to stay with you, but after thinking about it for a longer time, I decided to stay with Minho for now." Jisung explained and looked at Felix with an apologetic face.

They accepted it. Felix told Jisung that he would always be there for him and he just had to call him. That was when Jisung realized he didn't have a phone. Minho told him they'd get one later and Felix wrote down his number for Jisung so he could reach him later on. Then they all left the hospital. They said bye to Felix and Minho and Jisung went to Minho's place. Jisung didn't remember the place, but he thought that things would probably be fine.

Minho showed Jisung around the house and showed him the bedroom. It was just one bed and Minho explained that one of them would probably sleep on the couch in the living room. They just spent some time together and later decided that Minho would sleep on the couch at first. Jisung didn't want it at first, but Minho convinced him with the argument that Jisung still had to rest some more.

The day after, the two boys went to the city and Minho got Jisung a new phone. They went shopping for mainly Jisung and came back pretty late. Minho told Jisung that they'd organize the stuff later and that they should rest first. They did and just ate together and started talking. Jisung couldn't hold himself back and started to ask Minho questions.

"Minho..?" he quietly started.

"What is it?"

"Can I ask you some questions.. About me?"

Minho swallowed and nodded then. Someone had to tell the boy.

"Why did I end up in hospital?"

Minho's eyes wided by the direct first question. He obviously felt uncomfortable from the beginning.

"You.. Fell into water."

"How? Why?"

"You fell from a bridge.."

"Why?"

"Because you wanted to.."

"Did I.. Try to kill myself?"

Minho just nodded and looked down.

"But.. Why wou-" Jisung couldn't even form a full question, because Minho suddenly stood up, ran into the bathroom and locked himself in there.

So it must've been true. Jisung did try to kill himself. But why? He had friends and he couldn't think of what was wrong with his life. Jisung thought about it for a while, but he just couldn't think of anything. He decided to wait for the older one first.

Author's note:
This went better than expected :)
I mean it's probably totally different from what I wrote before, but at least it fits to what I wrote in chapter 15 so it should be fine^^
Thanks again to everyone reading, you guys make me so happy and motivate me to keep working on this story :c
I really hope I won't disappoint you with what I write