Routine

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Bianca pov

I look at my self in the mirror and cringe at the stretch marks on my thighs and stomach. This is probably not good for me, well I know it's not but I do it anyway to torture myself? I don't know.

But what I do know is that I am ashamed of myself I am ashamed that I got like this I mean who wouldn't be I look like a pig that can't stop eating, I know harsh but I was raised to think this of myself.

I mean everyone thinks of me like that except my friends and my brother Alex but my mother and father seem to think so they didn't care for me as parents should, Alex was the golden child but I don't blame him he is a good brother he took care of me when my parents wouldn't.

I sigh and get in the shower, I have to be at work in an hour, I work as an intern at a hospital I am learning to be a surgeon I love to help people I also love the rush of being in an operation room, it's hard work but it's what I love to do.

I get out and get on a gray long sleeve shirt with some black stretchy pants and my checkered vans, I change in my scrubs at the hospital I hear my phone ring and roll my eyes, of course, " hello", "hey best friend!!!!". I move the phone away from my ear and cringe " hey Javon what's up?", " well, nothing I just got back from the hospital did a night call, but you won't believe what happened I saw this guy and Bianca he was so sexy I almost jumped him right there and then, and his laugh oh my gaud!".

Of course, he found a guy I laugh " Hmmmm where is he now?" I stifle a laugh knowing all too well he's in his bed " he is in my bed about to taste my chocolate.." I laugh half scream I don't need to know " babe I don't need to know but make sure to be safe and be careful the last guy ran because...let us just say the chocolate bar was too big for him". He laughs and squeals " I know it sucks he was cute he had a really nice ass too bad he is definitely missing out". I laugh and shake my head "Right, okay babe I got to go in now I will see you soon".

We say our goodbyes and I drive to my favorite cafe before work, I walk in a smell fresh coffee and chatter "how may I help you, ma'm? I smile and get the cinnamon cappuccino and an Americano and a chocolate muffin, I pay and leave to the hospital for another exciting day.

Josh pov
I run and run and think about my goal today which is 5 miles, I see the girls look at me with flirty smiles and I ignore them because quite frankly, I don't care about them they just want me for my body and I don't like that not one bit.

I like to work out  it helps my mind and it gets rid of all the negativity, that swirls in my mind, I stop my run and walk for a little and think about what my day is going to look like.

I know need to call my doctor back to get my check up being a bodybuilder isn't easy especially when lifting all the weights it takes a toll on your body but I love to do it make me feel better it makes my mind and body stronger.

I start to run again when my phone rings and I groan, of course, "Hello?", "sup kiddo what's up with you?" I shake my head " what do you want Anthony?" he laughs " bro, why can't I say hi to my best friend?!" I laugh " you are nervous why?" he laughs nervously "well you see Sarah came by and she found me in a sticky situation literally so yeah I don't know what to do?"

I laugh, of course, Sarah found out she always does and she goes back to him I should talk some sense to her "well man I don't know you did it so you got to fix this". He sighs "But I need her man she is good for me but I messed it up" I shake my head " I don't know?" he sighs again I roll my eyes "okay man thanks listening but I got to go to work talk to you later bro" I shake my head and jog back to my apartment.

I take off my sweaty clothes and look in the mirror at my abs and very toned muscles and smile I feel good "you are sexy as hell" I flex and laugh I love to do that it shows me all the hard work I have done over the years I don't like to think about it but I wasn't so confident at all in high school I was bigger and heavier I hated myself with a passion but I made it with all the anger I had I put into my work I have worked hard to get where I am.

I get in the shower for 20 minutes I get out and put on some shorts and a tight t-shirt and start to make some breakfast lots of egg whites lots of toast and lots of bacon,  I love food it's my favorite thing plus I need to eat like carb city because of bodybuilding.

I eat and then head to the gym to start my two-hour workout.

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