Stronger together

I need you

Bianca pov

"Bianca you need to get laid already, I got a guy for you if you want he's tall, dark like chocolate and he's rich!" I shake my head and roll my eyes, Javon is trying to find me a man and I am going to accept their help because I need to get Josh out of my mind.

I mean he's so sexy I can't get him out of my head and his voice it's so deep and rich, I get wet just thinking about him...but I need to stop it what if he has a girlfriend I mean, of course, he does stupid girl.

"Girl, you got it bad...have you talked to him after the hospital?" I widen my eyes wondering how he knew, "no I haven't im to pussy to talk to him" he nods " yeah your right." I gasp and slap him "why don't we go to the club and just get crazy we need this."

He's right we are usually on call but tonight we aren't and I'm so relieved for that, I agree and get dressed, I decided on my tight black long dress it ends at my knees and it's strapless I pair it with black red bottoms and I put on my gold necklace and diamond bracelet and leave my hair curly and wild.

We get done and let me say that Javon will be getting laid tonight but me I am not so confident but I need this so why not. We get to the club we walk in and it smells of smoke, sex, and sweat I cringe but continue.

"i will go get the drinks, shots?" I nod at Javon and walk around and dance a little, Javon comes back with shots and I take five down that will definitely calm me down, I sway my head around Javon takes my hands and we begin to dance and I just let go, I close my eyes and just feel and it feels so good to just not care about anything and Javon continue to grind in each other and I don't mind he is definitely gay, "hey I see my toy over there I will see you later." he yells over the music.

But when he says "later" he means in the morning when he wants coffee and breakfast, I giggle and continue to dance but then I feel hands grab my hips and pull me to them "hey beautiful, how are you doing?" his breath smelt disgusting I cringe away and push him away "get away from me!" I yell at him he rolls his eyes but comes back to me and I push him again "stop fussing bitch before you get hurt and I don't wanna hurt this pretty face now do we?" he squeezes my face.

I shake my head he smirks "that's a good girl now why don't we go somewhere more....quiet" he starts to drag me but i then step on his foot with my heel " you fucking Bitch!" he yells in pain and I run and don't stop until I bump into a hard warm chest "s-sorry I didn't m-mean to" I sob "hey hey hey what's wrong?" I stop and hear that familiar deep voice I look up and see Josh he looks at me concerned "Bianca?...what happened?" I sob and shake my head I can't stop crying "he tried to...touch me in a bad way".

I sob out and Josh pulls me into him hugging me tightly I sob into his chest and i cuddle into it and i never want to leave it "lets get you out of here yeah?" i nod into his chest, i don't move so he picks me up and i smile and giggle, i am still way too drunk knowing I definitely wouldn't condone this sober. "you're so strong and big and tall...why? I wanna be tall and strong" he chuckles i giggle "you are beautiful Bianca don't change." i sigh into his neck and just rub my head into his neck "you so soft." he laughs and shakes his head "Thank you Bianca." i nod and mumble a "you're welcome." into his neck

Then i start to think about how can he carry me i am so heavy and big, "Hey im not crushing you am i, i mean i am heavy....and fa.." he slaps my thigh and i gasp "don't ever say that you are beautiful and have the most beautiful body i have ever seen" he tells me and i blush and hide in his neck. Still shocked about the slap I don't say anything I definitely don't mind it though.

We get into his car, he sits me in the car and rushed over to the other side and starts to drive                 "where do you live?" i shrug and giggle "i have no clue." he shakes his head "Bianca tell me where you live now." he says sternly and i smirk bossy i like it       " yes sir" i tell him and I see his eyes darken I tell him where i live, we begin driving on the high way "so Josh how are you?" i giggle still drunk "i am good, how about yourself?" i sigh "i am really good actually and i can't keep you out of my mind at all and its annoying".

He tenses and i just figure out what came out if my mouth. we continue to drive until we get to my apartment "i am going to walk you up im sure you will have trouble." i giggle, i see you josh we walk up and i open my door and turn around "you want to come in?" he looks kinda freaked out when i said that "i can't i need to do some stuff." i smile and then i don't feel too good and then puke all over the floor.

"shit" i hear he grabs me and takes me to the bathroom "it's okay just let it out." he coos at me and holds my hair back, i start to cry and lay on the floor "im sorry, i didn't mean it." i sob i am so stressed out that i just cry " Hey baby don't cry, it's okay." i nod and hug him i just need some comfort he hugs me tight.

I doze off and then i hear something that makes my heart stop "you are going to be mine i will make sure of it i need you in my life even though you're too good for me i still need you." I smile and fall into a deep sleep in his arms.