Too good for me

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Josh pov

I get up from my desk in my office and find Lilly laying on the couch? I look at her sternly and she wags her tail and barks even though she knows she's wrong I let it slide, I walk over to her and sit next to her she jumps and sits on my lap.

I chuckle and pet her and scratch behind her ear, " you're such a good girl " she barks and licks my hands. I get up and look over the apartment and see I have some things to do, laundry, dishes, garbage, and vacuum I sigh and start.

Honestly, I like to be busy I think it's the best after doing a bunch of hard work and then getting to sit down it's a good feeling.

I finish the dishes, garbage, and vacuum I just need to do the laundry I hear Lilly bark and she comes up to me with her ball wanting to play, "i am so sorry girl but I am busy how about after?" I try to compromise, she whines but goes to lay down "good girl I promise we will go for a jog?" she jumps up and wags her tail she loves to go out and run or jog.

I get done with everything after an hour and get on some running shorts and a tight t-shirt and get Lilly, we walk around the park for a few then we start to jog out then my phone rings.

Why the fuck can't I just be in some quiet?! I answer it "hello?" "Hey, bro, I was just wondering if you wanted to come out with me and the guys for the night it will be fun?" I think about it then say yes because I need this.

Lilly and I head back home I take a shower and put on a tight black t-shirt and some tan pants with my boots I do my hair leaving it curly I make sure Lilly has food and water and I drive to the club and see the guys walking in I jog over and meet them "hey bro nice for you to show up" I roll my eyes at Anthony, of course, he has to say some shit like that.

"Whatever I had to take care of Lilly," I tell him and I know I got he loves Lilly more than anything I suppose as he says "fine whatever... How is she?" he seems excited now I laugh at him "she is good, happy without a care in the world" he smiles a real smile "good I expect no less" I roll my eyes and nod.

We get in an I smell sweat, sex, smoke, and alcohol I cringe at the smell but continue to the bar I walk and then feel a little bump and look down to see a small figure then she looks up and I widen my eyes " Bianca?...what happened?" she sobs into my chest then she says the words that make me so angry that I could kill "he tried to...touch me in a bad way".

I try to keep as calm as I can without causing a scene I cradle her and ask her if she wants to go home and she says yes, I walk with her out well try she is all over the place so I pick her up as she giggles, she is definitely drunk. I put her in the car and make sure she doesn't try to get out because right now she is definitely not in her right mind this girl is crazy.

Okay she is definitely out of it I asked her where she lives and she giggles and says "i have no clue". I sigh and shake my head she eventually tells and we sit-in silences but it's kind of uncomfortable "so how are you, Bianca?" she giggles and I shake my head "i am really good actually and i can't keep you out of my mind at all and it's annoying". I tense up and smirk in my head I got her where I want her.

We get to her house and I pick her up and I can't believe she even had the audacity to call herself fat she is so beautiful and incredibly sexy her curves make me want to melt into a puddle I feel like a lovesick puppy when she looks at me. Don't even get me started on her personality I will never stop, she is.....perfect.

"you want to come in?" I get taken out of my zone " I can't I have to do stuff?" I say as it was a question I shake my head I look up to see Bianca look kind of pale then she just pukes all over "shit" I just pull her hair back and comfort her as much as I can as she......is throwing up. "just let it out it's okay". She just gets on the ground and sobs and I hug her close "don't cry, love it's okay".

She starts to doze off as a hug her close, I bring her to her room and lay her on her bed and push her crazy beautiful hair our of her face than I just pour out to her thinking she can't hear me I can't let her know just yet it's too early "you are going to be mine i will make sure of it i need you in my life even though you're too good for me i still need you".

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