shifting fates: betrayal,deceits

Kaabil hoon....ya tere kaabil nhi

At a different place far away from the city at the outskirts of a small town with almost few people. Initially was a home of all superstitious belief. But soon the couple who both belonged to enemy family fell in love and hence after alot of struggle they finally made the place a true peace. The town was named as krishnavati.....place of Krishna.

There was a big mansion with almost as luxurious as a city bungalow.

Inside were very few of helpers , managing the place. Only three people are residing in this place.

If asked about them then to be precise a couple and a lady. A couple who love each other and even the lady to happily give away their lives for her. But the lady was something different, maybe the circumstances made her that. She is successfully handling the business single handedly with utmost precision throughout her day and by night her room is her biggest friend cum enemy.... frenemy.

Yep! A room where all of her belongings along with her mangalsutra and also her wedding dress is there. His photographs , families news everything is with her. She always has a secret eye on them but never got the chance to return back! It's been a month since the incident.

Every night is the same story to be asked:-

Mein tere kaabil hoon...
Ya tere kaabil nhi?

Lady:(herself) that day not only you and khanna family but also my perfect family broke! I still remember it everyday as if it's just moments ago...... If it would have been in my hands , I would have surely never left you.(sadly chuckles) was anything in my hand in the first place. The god above has always had problems with me. First made an illegitimate, then the society..if nothing was existing..he took my Ayesha maa. He surely was not at all happy till then as well and then he took Aman. I had to fight to survive my each breath. Then too, he made me face up with dayawanti...I faced her, and I even faced ragini pandit...I would have even faced vidhyut but how would I face myself???

Bebe ne kaha tha...Krishna ne bhi rann chodha tha sach ke liye aur ranchod bane they...par kya mujhe koi aakar ye kahega ki tumne sahi kiya?....
Logo ki to chodho ,jab mein khud apni hi parchayi se aankhe nhi mila paayi to ab kisi aur se kya?

Maine shayad laakho galtiyaan ki hai lekin is galti ke liye to shayad har sazah kum pad jaayegi. Ek hi baar mein kitni zindagi bigaad di meine.

Bigaad to vo vidhyut kuch nhi pata lekin phir us choti se jaan(reflection of Avni from childhood)...avni ne jab kaha ki andhere jab tak unke saath rahega...roshni kaha se aayegi....Avni Ayesha andhera hai....vo andhera Jo kisi roshni se jaayega nhi.

Neil.....tum bohot acche ho! I know ki jo maine kiya vo galat tha....meri galti thi ki mein tumse takrayi,humare naseeb ek nhi they...... humari shaadi,humara pyaar...sab tabahi ke alawa kuch nhi tha.....mein tumhe apno ke liye apno ko khote huye kaise dekh sakti hu.

Sharm aati hai mujhe apne wajoot par,ki main Ashish Mehta ki beti hu jo ki ek bhagodi nikli. Ek busdil, kayar aur dil....,yaha to dil bhi mera na rha kyunki vo to pehle hi kisi aur ka hai.

She was just staring at the darkness. She always use to fear dark, closed doors and rooms...and look at the irony now she's the one who can't stay in light and open doors.

Everyday struggling to tell no one in particular that she was a mistake not of Ayesha but of Ashish. The part which she hated the most was being tagged with Ashish and here she is tagged along with him.

Ashish to sirf bhaaga tha ....lekin Avni(sadly chuckles) Avni ne to bhaagte bhaagte sab kuch tabah hi kar diya.

She always told her since she came here that now this is it. She would die or live with this guilt forever but won't let anyone know that she is alive and also won't go back no matter what!