𝐛𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐚 - 𝙥𝙖𝙮𝙩𝙤𝙣 𝙢𝙤𝙤𝙧𝙢𝙚𝙞𝙚𝙧

Awkward

I didn't get any more sleep that night, I was awake thinking about Payton. He liked me?? ME?? It felt weird, like I was dreaming, I wasn't. What would I say to him? What if it was just a joke? What if I embarrassed my self?

As I got showered I thought about him, as I did my skin care routine I thought about him, as I got dressed I thought about him, as I did my makeup I thought about him. Basically, I was thinking about him, LOTS.

I got on the bus and Callie wasn't there, no no no I couldn't get through this day without her, I texted her.

Me: WHERE ARE U

Me: U RAT

Callie: I'VE GOT A DOCTORS APPOINTMENT

Callie: ILL BE THERE LIKE 30 MINS LATE

As the bus pulled up at the next stop my heart was THUDDING, this was where Payton got on. I could hear him talking to Spencer as he got on. Maybe he would carry on his conversation with him and he would sit down with him? I turned around because I didn't want to seem like I was ignoring them and Spencer WINKED at me, I gave him a look that said 'shut up', he knew I knew. Spencer purposefully sat next to Archie so Payton had no where to sit but with ME. THANKS SPENCER. 

Payton sat down next to me, I internally screamed. He smiled at me, I smiled back, I didn't know what to do. I looked out of the window, and saw that there was a cow in a field. 'MOO!' I mooed. WHAT?! I had just mooed in front of my crush. I didn't dare look at him. It was a loud moo too, so half of the bus probably heard. I felt Payton nudge me, 'Hey, are you okay? What was that? he whispered.

'I don't know..' I whispered back. Not sure he still likes me. I'm so stupid lol.

Sorry for being slow I was on holiday with school in BARCELONA coincidence no bc we did water sports too i i and writing it kinda about that holiday oops lol