𝐛𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐚 - 𝙥𝙖𝙮𝙩𝙤𝙣 𝙢𝙤𝙤𝙧𝙢𝙚𝙞𝙚𝙧

rOck jumping

'right, today we are rOcK jumping, is everyone happy with that?' the instructer asked, 'My name is Ben, its short for benjamin.'

'No it's not, your just short,' said another instructor walking up to our group, 'i'm Brandon.'

'hahhaha comical genius,' ben replied, he was quite short though.

we were all stood in a circle as the instructors, ben and brandon went through the boring saftey stuff, BUT SAFTEY IS IMPORTANT KIDS ALWAYS LISTEN!1!1!1!1'Right were going on a boat to get to the rOcks, follow me,'  brandon said. 

By boat he meant a load of paddle boards all tied together and us paddling on them. Callie and I were on the same paddle, her in front, me behind, payton was right behind me so i stuck my ass out lmaoooo00o0o0o0o.  'Everyone stand up!' tiny ben said. shit no im gonna fall in. I stood up and so did callie but then she rocked it and we grabbed onto each other and both fell in. We both came up to the surface giggling and then looked at each other and it turned into an extreemly flattering belly laugh on my part. I ducked my head under the water to i could push my hair back in an attemt to look like that vine with the red bikini, if ykyk, probably looking more like the boy than the girl, again if ykyk. I look up to see Payton holdng his out to help me up, I freeze, I'm never sure of what to do n social situations where someone is trying to help me . I stare at his hand for a bit too long before gladly taking it. Ohhhh gladly what an overstatment, lmao i sound like a mum called Ruth lol. Thoughts of doubt flooded my head, what if  im too heavy, deffinity am, how embarassing would that be to have to then yank myself out afterwards, IN FRONT OF HIM, what if my hands feel gross and wrinkly from the water? He will never want to hold my hand again, meaning he wouldn't like me anymore, I highly doubt that he even likes me now. I'm not even wearing any makeup right now, some of yall queens rock wearing no makeup btw,my skin could never, anyway. I look like a really uncutedog, if thats possible and- before I could damage my self confidence anymore Payton, bless the strong boy, pulled me out with ease. My eyebrows shot up as high as uranus (THE PLANET LOLOLOL ew me) as i was flooded with relief. I expected him to let go of my hand but he didn't, he held me close to him as we tried to keep our balance, even when we did he still didn't let go. I looked up at him and for the first time I really noticed how tall he was, he was about a head and a half taller than me. I looked into his eyes, they were so blue in the sun light and his eyelashes were really long, well jell. I noticed how nice his nose was and how red and soft his lips looked, and how cute his hair was all scruffy over his face. Wow, just wow. 

'ahmemchemsh' Spencer coughed, snapping me right back to reality, I felt my face immediatly flush red, I opened my mouth to say something, but  had no words and nothing I acctually wanted to say. I shuffeld back to mine and Callied board, she was red too, I think we just had similar encounters, fun.

- AT THE ROCKS - 

As we neared the rocks i felt my self getting more exted, I LOVEEEEE stuff like this, yolo. Tiny Tim, sorry Ben, hahhah im funny, tied the front end of the conga of boards to a sticky up but in one of the rocks. 'Swim over there and sit in the ledge please,' Brandon said. We did as we were told and waited for then to come over.

'Right so guys there are 7 different levels to this, extra extra small which is this here,' Brandon pointed to a rock level with the water, 'and then there's  extra small, small, medium, large, extra large and extra extra large, the extra extra large  one requires an instructor to go through some extra safety with you and you need to do it in twos as, well, you can see, it's mAhoOsive.' Brandon was absolutly right, it was bigger than anything I'd jumped before but I would give it a go and I wanted to do it with Payton. 'Everyone has to start off on medium or lower just so you can get the hang of it before you fling your self off there, he pointed high high above his head, yikessss I'm nervous for some reason. 

'Hey Eva, are you gonna do the big one?' Payton asked. This was when I relised if I wanted to do it with Payton I needed to pretent I was a little scared. 'Um, yeah I want to but I'm a little nervous,' I replied.

'Why don't you do it with me?' he asked. 

'I would love that.' Easy peasy lemon squeeeezyy

I had jumped off every single one but the big one, they were fun and hopefully helped me build up to the big one. Me and Payton were the first ones to do it, Ben showed us first but that doesn't count coz hes a professional-ish. 

As we neard the top my heart was in my mouth, I wasn't nervous about the jump I was nervous about HOLDING ONTO PAYTON. He took ahold of my hand even though we wern't jumping yet, we had gone through the safety and were more or less ready. I took a moment to apreciate how well out hands slotted togethe, it wasn't awkward physically or mentally. We neared the ledge and peered over it, wooof it's high. He squeezed my hand reasuringly and i squeezed back. The instructors started counting down and soon my whole class on this trip was too. 

10, 9... 3, 2, 1. 

Payton and I took the biggest leap out we could, and we were falling through the air, the feeling was amazing, very exilerating, I honestly felt like I had been falling for ages until finally we hit the water, we went deep into the water, it was so quiet under there, it was beautiful and the water was nice too, gettit lol. We surfaced and just looked at each other, both of us with massive smiles on our faces. Again he didn't let go of my hand until we had to clamber out and back onto the rocks. We climbed over to where everyone had been watching us from as Callie and Spencer walked up. Payton and I were still smiling at each other as he collasped on he rock, he spread his arms wide for me to hug so for i collasped onto him, 'It wasn't that bad he'wispered into my ear, I nodded and laughed in response. When we came out of the hug we were both freezing cold so we huddled up close, my head on his chest and his arm around me as we ShiVeReD iN hArMonY, cute ikkk and watched Callie and Spencer go.

Haven't updated in month oops sorryyyyy but hope yall had a wonderful chirstmas :))