CAMILA
My heart somehow throbbed in pain and every time I tried to swallow the pain it just keeps coming right back up. It was suffocating. Looking over at Erica she was just constantly staring at Fay looking her in the way she was just so enchanted by her, and to be honest I was feeling uncomfortable. Which I had never felt before? Why now?
I know that Erica looks like a goddess with her extreme height 1.7 in just her age. She looks good in just everything she wears with long killer sexy legs, killer body that has the shape of coca cola bottle even when she stands up. Don't forget about her face their small and angelic with bangs in front of her face and her long black hair just flows down all the way to her waist. However, the enchantment in her beauty was mostly in her eyes they are icy blue sometimes I really do think she is a goddess reincarnated even most of the straight girls would turn les for her, but I didn't want that.
I want us to remained friends forever but mostly I wanted us to be real sisters. We even have the same matching birthday July 31 just the year she was older than me by a year. We are proud to be Leo's. We do things together all the time, but now today everything was different.
It was supposed to be our birthday opening presents gift from one another, watching movies together, drinking together, and just talk until the sun rise. It was to be our birthday. So why?
I didn't understand my emotion why am I so sad? Why am I so angry? I am supposed to be happy that Erica got a girlfriend, but then when see them holding hands. My heart just quenched. Then when I see Fay place her hand onto Erica cheek and the way Erica just took those hands down to hers holding tightly. There was this tightness around my heart that I couldn't explain.
I'm so confused. I just want to sit in between Erica and Fay so they could messing around with each other, but that will make things even more awkward, and it wasn't nice of me to do those things. I didn't have the right. I was just a friend.
I inhale a breath before putting a strand of hair over to side of my ears. I tried to continue watching the Insidious movie, but even if it was very scary like what Erica said. It doesn't overwhelm the tightness that there is filling inside my chest.
Trying to breathe more naturally I drank down some carlsberg beer, and continue eating popcorn just to make it seem more normal. I was supposed to be happy today since its my birthday but that doesn't seem the case.
"Ah!"Fay screamed startled and laughed afterwards when Erica decided to pull her into her lap. Right after finishing the 2nd Carlsberg beer I squeeze can dead flat and threw it into the thrash bin. I open the third one right away.
"Camila?" Emily was looking over at me worried. "Are you ok? You don't seem to be enjoying movie night. I think you should stop drinking for a bit your face they're red."
"I'm alright. You know I have a high tolerance for alcohol."
"Oh really? One time you drank one shot of tequila and fainted yet you only drank one shot."
"Emily, this is beer you're talking about it only has 5% of alcohol."
The whole entire time I tried to focus on the movie, but my eyes kept glancing over to Erica and Fay. I didn't even know that the movie ended when they all screamed at the end of the movie.
"Holy shit," Emily swear."I knew it! The father didn't make it back to the world of the living."
"Oh shut up Emily," Erica complain like she was really regretting inviting Emily over. Though Emily doesn't really know what to speak and what not to speak about she is a kind girl, harmless, and completely loyal. Emily hands turns into a surrender but to only let Erica groan in annoyance.
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