NO-ONE ; i mean NO-ONE , can truly know how it feels to be you. No-one truly knows how it feels to be me ; getting judged on regular days for being me , having to live life the hard way , because im "black" or "mixed" i cannot be a lesbian its forbiden , but i wasn't a lesbian by force? I chose to be a lesbian because im attracted to females. Not because i am gay means that i have to be treated differently from others that are straight. NO! Everyone needs to be treated the same. When i was in year 8 that's when it kicked it , i knew then i wasn't attracted to boys , because the way i looked at girls was different. I remember those arrogant girls were chatting shit about me because i was a lesbian & they told everyone i had a crush on em? Well they were wrong because im sorry my taste for girls is like any boys taste for girls... They were pretty ugly so fuck them.
I had a lot of problems with my family when they found out i liked girls. My mum wasn't speaking to me for months , my dad walked out on us , my brothers were ashamed of me being a lesbian & my little sister was confused. I put up with so much shit at such a young age , i mean my life was a living hell! It's getting better now though , slowly getting better.
But what this story is gonna be about is ME! How my whole life changed and everything , yes its real i aint faking shit otherwise i wouldn't be sharing this with yous? If you don't agree with it , or gonna come ona hype just don't read it at all && fuck off , im not here to please ANYONE. Im doing this for myself.
