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3teen

Kentrell

"What the fuck!"

Tay gently dropped me to the ground quickly, I stayed turnt tays way because I was afraid of how he would react.

Taymor then let out a small breath of relief and placed his hand over his chest, "what the hell, don't do that bruh."

Hearing jamells laugh, I rolled my eyes,
"You love to play, I thought I was gonna get my ass beat." I faced jamell with a frown.

"Awww don't be mad at me bestie, I sorry." He pouted, "be more careful next time though cause if I ain't love you I would've let him come get his own phone."

Jamell pointed towards the phone on the couch.

"I know bitch, I just missed him." I explained talking to Jamell but looking at Tay fully. I wanted to be wrapped in his arms again-longer this time, but Jamell was right. We needed to be more careful about shit if we weren't going to come clean any time soon. Every time we did something it was us almost getting caught up no matter what it was, and we had barely even done anything yet.

I see Jamells skinny chocolate legs shuffle over to the couch and retrieve Shayaa's phone before he flashed us a look and hopped back up the steps. Tay let out a breath before generously pushing some space between us and looking at me tiredly.

"This shit not gonna work bruh."

My eyebrows immediately snapped together and I looked all around his face for any sign that he was joking.

"I'm sorry, what?"

Taymor avoids my eyes but I don't give up on trying to make him look at me, staring directly into his face. "Taymor?"

"What's not gonna work?" I blink rapidly not knowing how fast my body could try and produce tears until now. "what you talking 'bout?"

"This." Taymor gestured.
"You and me, us."

I looked down then back up shocked to where all that came from. I mean I know getting interrupted was becoming really annoying, but he would really give me up that easily?

"Taymor i-

"If we gonna do this shit in secret, Imma have to bring you to my spot."

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"Are these-

"Kentrell don't open that!"

My body jolted as condoms sprung out onto the floor all over my feet and Taymor's carpet, a quick laugh leaving my lips.

"Someone's prepared.." I joke as Tay's flaring his nostrils and snatching stuff from me.

"You just touching every damn thing." He frowned. "what if this was my box of baby teeth or some shit."

"Ooo do you have that?" I asked, making my eyes wide.

Taymor glared at me before snapping the top back on his stash of contraception and tossing them. "You a weirdo."

I sighed softly and sprawled out on his bed boredly as Taymor sat on the side of it.

Feeeling uncomfortable I lift up and pull my cellphone out my back pocket and flip it the right way, automatically bothering the resting screen. My mind nervously scanned the recent text messages and not one sight of Bugg. Luckily I had Jamell to vouch for me and keep Shayaa busy but if it came down to it I was at Bryson's. Bugg always thought Bryson was the innocent one anyways, out of me him and Nick. That's the only reason he allowed me to stay over there sometimes. Little did he know Bryson's wild behavior almost got us locked up not once but twice- in the same night.

"You okay?"

I feel a hand shake my leg and my eyes dart down as I watch my thighs jiggle thru the jeans. Blinking, I look back up at Taymor and nod, setting my phone down.

"I'm fine, why?"

"I don't know." He spoke.
"You just seem out of it?"

"I'm thinking about Shy." I sighed, admitting what was on my mind, cause there was no reason to lie if Tay was going to be able to tell it was bothering me.

"No disrespect but- fuck that nigga." Tay spat.
"It's my time, I don't wanna hear shit bout Shayaa ass." He pulled me up on top of him making me wobble into place until I sat on his lap comfortably. I rest my butt down feeling his print right below where I sat feeling semi hard.
"I ain't had you to myself in so fucking long."

"I just have a bad feeling every time we alone." I described. "Like I wouldn't be surprised if that nigga popped up out your closet."

I feel my bottom lip work it's way in my mouth at the thought of what would happen when Shayaa found out. Not that I wanted to think about it but I couldn't stop myself. I feel a sensation on my thigh that temporary distracts me though, as Taymor eyes my lips, while licking his bigger ones.

"Gimme your lips." He says, squeezing the top part of my leg until I hiss. Fully submitting, I fall into him and let his lips entrap mine for what was seconds that felt like minutes until my phone beeped again, running a vibration through my leg.

"Hold on," I breathed, pulling my phone out and checking it.

Relief washed over my head when I saw it was just a Twitter notification this time and set the phone down.

Taymor rolled his eyes but moved back towards my lips which made me hold my hands out.

"stop."

"so you ain't gon' give me a kiss?" Taymor bit his lip, looking up at me.

sighing, I leaned down and pressed my lips against his.

"I'm serious tho tay." I mumbled once we separated. Tay smacked his teeth and laid his head down on the pillow.

"you blowin' me." He rolled his eyes, "you said you wanna chill but you keep bringing up this nigga."

looking down at his frowning face I started to feel guilty, I knew how he felt about the topic and I kept pressuring him into talking about it with me.

"I'm sorry." I laid my head on his chest.

"it's bothering me tho foreal, I feel like he's starting to notice."

His stomach rose and fell as he huffed, "if you really want me you wouldn't be worrying about this shit, he can't tell you who to be with or how to live your life kentrell."

I sucked in my bottom lip and nodded, "I won't say nun bout' it no more, I promise."

"come ea'."

I sat up, looking down at him, "yes?"

"no matter how much shit we gotta go through to be together, don't stress yo'self ova' it." Tay grabbed my hand, "let me take care of everything."

"I understand tay but shayaa is crazy, do you know what the hell that boy will do if he found out about us?" I shook my head, "I love you, I really do and I'm really appreciative that you wanna take care of me bu-"

"allow it then kentrell, I got you."