The Announcement

15

Heaths PoV:

Through the night David fell asleep he made me and Zane sleep on the bed together. As me and zane was up we decided to sit out in the back yard and talk.
We was sat next to each other as we spoke.
H:"Zane..."
He looked over at me.
Z:"yeah."
H:"I still love you."
Z:"I love you too."
I looked up at him and smiled. My arm fell down on the table my hand falling right next to Zanes.
H:"How many did you take?"
Z:"I took One...but drank as well."
I nodded. I then felt zane hold my hand.
Z:"please say this isn't the end of us Heath. I love you and want you in my life forever."
I sigh.
H:"I don't want it to be the end of us either but it may be the best for the moment."
Zane leaned forward as did I and we kissed.
As we stood up in the kiss he wrapped his arms around me lifting me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist. As he finds the way to the shed that we hadn't been in for years I was kissing up and down his neck.
H:"you think this is a good idea?"
Z:"where else? This is the place we was when we was kids. This was the first place that we kissed...and still no one knows and it's our secret forever."

Years past I'm now 42 as is Zane we are all friends again not together Zane has a girlfriend her name is June. And I'm still alone I suppose I deserved that. I was at David's with him and Zane who was obviously with his girlfriend when David turned to Zane.
D:"what's your biggest secret?"
Z:"when I was about 16 me and heath had this shed at his mums and dads and me and him had our first kiss there. That was my first sexual thing."
I was pissed. We promised never to say that.
I stood up and as David turned to ask me the same thing he saw me walk out.
D:"heat- where's he going?"
Z:"I'll get him."
J:"I want to come."
Z:"I think it would be better if you stayed here princess. He seems mad."
Was the last I heard.
I slammed the door shut and sat in my car punching the wheel.
H:"stay here princess. Your fine baby girl. No your beautiful babe. Fuck off!"
I kept punching the wheel when I feel two hands grab my wrists.
Z:"stop and breathe."
H:"to late. Already bleeding."
Z:"heath what's wrong."
Heath...what happened to baby?
H:"piss off zane!"
Z:"no what's wrong?"
H:"YOU JUST TOLD 43Million people our secret and didn't even bother checking with me first! Now fuck off!"
Z:"heath come on."
H:"you've changed zane. A lot."
Z:"how?"
H:"ever since you been dating June it's like you don't give a shit anymore like your life is compleat. You've stopped calling me baby. You stopped hugging me. You stopped kissing my cheek when we hadn't seen each other in ages. You stopped sharing a blanket with me while fully clothed. What the fuck happened to you?"
I paused.
H:"actually I know what's happened. She's happened to you zane! She's controlling you and I will be able to see through your lies! So don't bother with them. Don't bother coming over tonight either."
Z:"not like you love me still anyways."
H:"I don't fucking love you no?"
I turned my car off and got out of it.
H:"no so I didn't just go on about how much I fucking wished you still call me baby, or how you hug me still or kiss my cheek every time we meet or the fact we don't share a blanket no? So your telling me that what I just said isn't love because zane I'm acting older than you right now. I don't fuck with peoples hearts yeah. I know what love feels like it feels like pain. Because love isn't something you can pick up and drop like you do. The moment you catch feelings the feelings never stop! You can say your over me but your really not because in reality your just fucking broken! Now correct me if I'm wrong...your the one who still wanted to be with me and yet you've got a girlfriend and say you love her like it's nothing. Am I right?"
He stayed quiet. I moved a little closer to him.
H:"and I know I'm right. We both know I'm right. But I have loved you for fucking years on end now and you was the first and only guy I have loved. Your the only person I have actually loved other then my family. And your dropping me faster then my grades fucking dropped in middle school."
Z:"I just don't feel the same anymore."
H:"you mean to tell me that our love was all fake. Okay well thanks for telling me now. I'm going goodbye. I will see you never because it's simple I'm not going to waist time on you if that's how it was and is."
Z:"of corse I love you heath just not as much as I use to. Look I've moved on and so can you."
H:"no you think I can move on but I cant. Okay? I can't! And no matter how hard I try it won't work. Ever. Because your special to me Zane, your one of a kind. And I mean if you really want me to move on I suppose I'd have to be out your life. Witch now means your losing a friend. And I'm not even your best friend anymore. Rip to us. Yeah everyone will post about this zane. Everyone and it won't ever be let go of. It will be on fucking news papers some how. All your mentions are going to be the date we met till today! And we both know it."
I sighed and now had red soaked eyes.
H:"so let's get on with our life's. You go back in there with June and David while I drive to a spot that helps and we will both sit silently. And then June will have ago at you. And then you will snap and June will break up with you. Because June is like that zane. But when she does don't come back to me. Because now I've warned you...you will change it. As will I."
I locked my car and walked inside.
J:"where's zane?"
H:"zane is outside probably going over what I said. I think you should leave him out there for now as-well. He needs space. Time to think and-."
I got cut of by Zane.
Z:"June I'm sorry I'm breaking up with you."
H:"and he needs that."
J:"why?"
Z:"don't ask just please leave."
As June walked out zane sat next to me and threw a blanket over us I took it off.
I looked at him and he sighed.
H:"sucks don't it?"
He nodded.
H:"try put up with it for a year then tell me how it feels."
Z:"I'm sorry."
I moved next to him and got under the blanket too.
H:"it's fine. I've had my rant and I'm not carrying on."
He kissed my cheek and hugged me.
Z:"I do love you Heath. And I know what it feels like being in a broken relationship."I turned back around and wrapped my arms around his waist burying my face in his chest.
Z:"how can you breathe?"
I ignored him and hid under the blanket. As I led under the blanket I realise my head is on Zanes dick. Oooops...
Z:"um baby..."
I quickly moved above the blanket.
H:"yes?"
Zanes now led on his back.
Z:"oh it's nothing anymore.
H:"okay."
I led on top of him and slowly shut my eyes.

As I woke up me and zane was in his room at his house. We are cuddled up only wearing shorts. I picked my phone up from off the floor and read the time as 12am fuck sake.
As I sat up I rubbed my head then kissed Zanes cheek.
I walked into the bathroom had a piss then walked into the kitchen. As I was in the fridge grabbing our orange juice I feel two arms wrap around me and a head on my shoulder.
H:"hey baby."
Z:"what you doing?"
H:"grabbing a drink. Why don't you go back to bed I'll be there in a moment."
He nodded and kissed my cheek.
As I walked back in the room his Tv was on and 'Sex in the city' was on too.
H:"horny fuck."
Z:"I gotta do what I gotta do."
H:"right next to me?"
Z:"I mean you could be below me..."
H:"nice try babe but I don't get turned on to a whore."
Z:"man whores are no different."
H:"I'm gay zane not bi."
Z:"how about you fuck me than..."
H:"because I like you fucking me."
As I got next to zane I feel how hot he is.
H:"babe."
I see him turning red. I put my drink on the side and go under the covers. I put my mouth around his cock and began to suck.

It's now the next day I was led next to Zane he was naked I was in my pants only still. I was led diagonally across the bed with my head on zane.
As I was in the kitchen making breakfast I heard footsteps. As they came behind me I moved to the left. Then turned and kissed Zane.
H:"hello babe."
Z:"heath...I need to talk to you."
H:"yeah..."
I said worriedly
Z:"will you be my boyfriend...again?"
I nodded and kissed him. He wrapped his arms around me and slid them into my boxers.
Z:"so...big."
I giggled and kissed his lips quickly before going back to the scrambled egg and fried toast.