The Announcement

16

Zanes PoV:

I had a nightmare that David had 'killed' Heath.
*nightmare*
Z:"David what did you do?"
D:"zane...I'm sorry! I didn't mean to."
Z:"you fucking killed him!"
I saw heath dead of the floor covered in blood.
Z:"I LOVED HIM! I FUCKING LOVED HIM DAVID!"
I fell to my knees and cried hugging onto heath.
Z:"please tell me this is fake wake up. Heath please please babe..."
Nothing.
Z:"I can't do it."
I stood up and ran to my car and began to drive away.

David's PoV:

As soon as zane ran I knew it was a bad idea.
D:"heath he's drove away please hurry."
Heath stood up and we got into my car and tracked down zane using his location. He was at his house. As I arrived with heath we walked in and saw zane writing a note.
Heath ran up to zane and hugged him.
H:"babe it's okay. I'm here."
Z:"heath."
Zane turned and hugged heath back kissing him.
*end on nightmare*

As I woke up sweating I see Heath next to me in his bed.
I hugged into him and cried into his shoulder. I then kissed him constantly trying to get that horrible image out of my head.
I then feel him wake up and rub my back.
H:"oh baby wassup?"
I tried to tell him but I couldn't at all. He knows how bad my anxiety gets and that I'm depressed and that dream doesn't help.
H:"come here."
He turned over probably and pulled me next to him. As I wrapped myself around him I kissed his neck.
H:"it's okay...baby I'm here. It's okay. I'm fine okay?"
He probably got the idea that it was about him leaving me or something to do with me and him splitting up.
Once I had finally calmed down i sat on the sofa while heath got us some water. As he got back we put on Netflix and cuddled up together.
H:"what was up baby?"
Z:"um. So what happened was I was having a nightmare and in it you was 'dead' and David had killed you. Yeah, and I'm one you 'didnt reply' I ran off crying to go home. Once I got home I was about to go commit suicide before I heard you. As I turned around you was there and it was all a prank for David's vlog. Then yeah I woke up and began to cry."
H:"awe baby."
He hugged me a little tighter and kissed me and I kissed back.
H:"it's okay babe I'm here."
Time was now 6am me and heath had fallen asleep on the sofa cuddled up into a blanket. He had fallen asleep before me but I couldn't move us both I would have fallen due to the face of me being tired as well.
It's now mid day and I had something on the back of my mind. As I was cuddling Heath I turned to him and sighed.
Z:"I can't hide it anymore. It kills me everyday that I had to make this promise Heath."
H:"what promise baby?"
Z:"heath I have known you was gay since you was 15...I have known you have liked me since you was 10."
H:"no one knew who I was than Zane, I don't even remember who I was."
Z:"and that's my fault heath. At the age of 15 we was driving about. I got in a crash. You lost your memory and along the way of me gaining it back you told me."
H:"what happened to you?"
Z:"I have scars all over me. Cuts on my face, my upper body, lower body and neck all from the crash because I was the only one in the car when we crashed."
H:"impossible."
Z:"I pushed you out heath and you banged your head against the tree. I didn't want you dead so I pushed you out the way."
Heath stood up.
H:"and your thinking now...now you should tell me? After all of this!?"
Heath began to walk to our room
Z:"heath wait."
He stopped and turned to me.
Z:"I know you hate me right now but babe...I promised your family."
I kissed his lips and sighed.
H:"I never hated you and never will, your my princess."
He wrapped his arms around my waist reached up and kissed me.
H:"but promise me not to hide anything anymore okay?"
Z:"okay.."
I kissed him again.
H:"why didn't you just leave me...like when we broke up. Why wouldn't you just stay away from me instead of trying to get me back?"
Z:"because no matter what if I closed my eyes I would still see you. It's like the sweet smell of your fragrance never ends. It was hard to pretend that the love was never there because it was and it still is. Every day I still remembered the sweetness of our first kiss. Then when times slowed down I couldn't hear a single sound. I had no idea what was happening around me I was just glad that finally... ....a peace of happiness found me.
What happened with you when we broke up."
H:"I woke up in a cold sweat of your memories stuck to my skin. I swear some nights my dreams begun scenes so vivid I feel like I lost myself then. If I didn't relive these moments I was afraid that the few memories that I have left of you that they wouldn't last. The first time I made you smile it felt like the warmth of the sun had made its way inside for a while. The tender warmth of your lips made it hard to resist. Even with parts of past relationships left me in bits and pieces I promised I would love you and all your imperfections."
I smiled and looked him in the eyes kissing him.
Z:"I've always loved you heath. Since we was younger."