I Never Noticed You

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I never noticed

how sunlight plays through your hair

how the light sets your hair on fire

how you became a phoenix right in front of me

how warm the sun makes your skin

I could almost taste the sunlight

how your voice was honey dripping from a hive

how you never blew your wishes on dandelions

because you said you had everything you ever wanted

how nature loved you but I couldn't

I never noticed

that the stars were in your eyes

that you were my night sky in this foul city

how you were most alive when you could see it

that we rarely saw it

that moonlight spilled down your cheeks when you cried

how the phases of the moon could also describe your curves and edges

that you seemed to sway like the moon controlled your tide

pushing and pulling you into dancing in the dark

that we only ever slow danced in the moonlight

I never noticed

how deeply you feel things

how scared you got when I left

how happy you got when I came back

how sadness left craters in your skin when

I forgot our anniversary and your birthday

how hard you laughed

your voice sticky honey

and how it made me laugh too

how you placed your love around your shoulders to keep yourself warm

when I wouldn't

how you hid behind carefully crafted smiles made just for me

how in the end

you stopped saying 'I love you'

and started saying goodbye

but most importantly

I never noticed

that I fell in love with you

until it was too late

because

I never noticed

you

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