I'm sorry (Spain x Romano)

Chapter 5

Spain P.O.V

I stood there holding my cheek where Feli had hit me, I guess I deserved that. But i'm still worried about Lovino

Normal P.O.V

Lovino had been in the hospital for about 2 weeks, the doctors told Feliciano that he should keep Lovino distracted and relaxed because if he does have another emotional breakdown his condition could get worse and he may become violent

Feliciano knew that if Lovino got too stressed he would declare war on Belgium out of spite and jealousy but he tried his hardest to keep Lovino occupied, he would go to the park or to their favorite restaurant and just do things his brother enjoyed and he tried his best for his brother to be as happy as posibble

Feliciano recieved many calls from Antonio but he ignored each of them because he knew that if Lovino spoke to him he would probably get depressed again.

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It was the day of another world conference and the first person the Italy brothers saw was Spain, much to Feliciano's dismay

He was by his brother the whole time, trying to cheer him up when he saw his brother look at Belgium and Spain talking soo happily, which made Lovino want to cry each time

Luckily for Lovino his friend Hong Kong had arrived, Feliciano saw this as an opportunity to finally go and speak to Kiku and Ludwig while his brother was busy, Romano and Hong Kong spent the rest of the morning speaking mostly about clothing, fashion, and their countries economy

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The world meeting had ended and Lovino was quite happy, he had spoken to a friend he hadn't seen in soo long and the meeting was rather quick.

He was walking through a large hallway in the building when he saw Antonio speaking to Belgium

He quickly hid in a corner to spy on them, he knew it was wrong but his curiosity got the best of him

He saw them discussing something rather important, though he couldn't hear them he knew it was important by the expression on Antonio's face

But what Lovino saw was something he wish he hadn't

Belgium then kissed Antonio and he didn't seem to break away, he just didn't move

At that moment Lovino felt tears form in his eyes, his legs were weak, he felt like he couldn't breath, he was heartbroken

He ran out of the building, he didn't even care that it was pouring rain, he just wanted to get as far away as possible

Lovino P.O.V

I arrived back at my house I was soaked from head to toe but I didn't care, I just wanted to get that image out of my head

I was furious, I only felt hate for that Belgium bitch, he stole what I wanted, what I fought for, now it was time for revenge

I called my boss

"Set the troops, I'm declaring war against Belgium, we are going to be stationed in Venezia, we head out tomorrow morning!"

"But sir..."

"DO NOT QUESTION ME, IT IS MY COUNTRY AND I DO WHATEVER I PLEASE, IF I WANT TO DECLARE WAR I WILL AND I DON'T CARE WHAT HAPPENS!" I screamed furiously at my boss,

"... Yes, sir..." he quickly hung up

I was blinded by jealousy and anger, I didn't know that I was making a huge mistake, I just wanted that whore to suffer the way I'm suffering