I'm sorry (Spain x Romano)

Chapter 6

Romano's P.O.V

I was in the battle field, leading my troops. As i ran with my rifle, passing all the corpses, i saw one that was too familiar

It was Antonio, his lifeless body was laying there, he was bleeding by a shot wound he had in his chest

I broke down, shaking the corpse of the man I love, I started screaming but everything was silent,

I then heard my little brother's

"Lovi, wake up please"

When I opened my eyes I saw Feliciano staring at me, worried

"Lovino you were having a nightmare"

I wiped the tears that were still streaming down my face

"Lovi, please don't do this, its not worth it"

At that moment I snapped

"SHUT UP FELICIANO, I WILL DO WHATEVER I PLEASE, THAT WHORE WILL NOT GET WHAT SHE WANTS, AND THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN DO TO STOP ME"

Feliciano then started crying, i hugged him and sighed

"Feli, i'm sorry for screaming at you. But you have to understand, this is my decision"

"O-ok, but please be careful"

I smiled slightly "I will don't worry"

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I was arriving at the conference hall in Venice, I had a meeting with my boss to discuss the details of how we should attack Belgium

When I opened the door a certain spaniard rushed towards me

"Lovino!!"

When I saw him I froze, the first thing I did was run. He followed me and I quickly ducked into a room that was empty

I then started crying my eyes out

"Why is he here? What does he want? To reject me again? To hurt me?"

I then heard the door open

"Lovino, please, I want to talk to you"

I dried up my tears and regained my composure

"What do you want? I have and important meeting that I must attend, soo if you don't mind..."

"Lovino, please let me explain"

"I don't need your explanations, you made your decision and I made mine, I have better things to do soo please excuse me"

As I was exiting the room he grabbed my arm and pinned me to the wall

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING YOU TOMATO BASTARD?!"

he stared at me

"if I can't tell you then I'll show you"

He then pressed his lips against mine, I tried to pull him away but it was a complete failure, I melted into the kiss, putting one had on his neck and the other one playing with his hair

He put his hands around my waist as he kissed me passionately

He then started playing with my curl, making me moan slightly

"Nngh~"

He then pulled away leaving me a panting mess

"Te amo, Lovi"

When I heard that i finally came back from my daze and pushed him away

"No... NO, YOU DON'T, YOU'RE JUST LYING SOO I WON'T DECLARE WAR ON YOUR LITTLE GIRLFRIEND, BUT I WILL AND NOTHING AND NO ONE CAN MAKE ME CHANGE MY MIND...

Now just take all your sweet words and... and just go away"

I ran out of there, crying, i went back home, I forgot about the meeting, i then called my boss to discuss the details

Spain's P.O.V

I sat in that empty room, thinking about Lovi

I then pulled out a black box I had in my pocked, I opened it to reveal the beautiful ring I had bought for Lovino

I then grabbed the note that I had written of what I was going to tell Lovino, and reread it

Lovi, i'm sorry,
te amo con todo mi corazon
I love you with all my heart
I will never love anyone as much as I love you
I made a mistake
I am a fool for letting you go
Please be mine forever

I broke the note in pieces and threw it away and put the ring back in my pocket

"What have I done?" I rested my head in my hand and started crying.