Forever

Im sorry, again.

When I'm done laying on my bed, thinking about everything, I walk back to Dan and Phil's. I hesitate before opening the door. I see Phil and Alex on the bed, looking at their MacBooks. Phil had a bag of peas on his forehead. Dan was nowhere to be seen though. " Hey guys, sorry I ran off, I just was, surprised. What happened to your head Phil?" " I don't know, one second Dan's Ex gets her and starts yelling at us and hits me over the head with a bottle, good thing it didn't break." I smile and walk over to hug him. I'm glad he is okay but, where's Dan. " Hey guys, where did Dan go?" unasked while pulling out my own MacBook to go on Tumblr. " He went out to look for you." Just as Alex said it, a clap of thunder bellowed through the sky. I jump and get up to go find him. " Sorry to leave again but I should go find him." I say going to the elevator. Crap I don't have an umbrella I realize as I walk outside. Dan couldn't have gone far. I start walking towards the park.and down the path by the lake. Then I see a figure at the top of the hill. I'm pretty sure this person is wearing a llama hat. I run towards him and he runs down the hill. When Dan meets me at the bottom he pulls me into a hug. " I'm sorry Ri, whatever you saw earlier was all Amber's fault. She showed up drunk and hit Phil then started mouth murdering me." He says laughing at the end. I look up into his chocolate brown eyes as raindrops fall onto his pale cheeks. Screw it. I kiss him. I kiss my idol, Dan Howell, in a park, while it's raining. Cliche, I know. He is surprised at first but kisses me back. When we pull apart I rest my head on his shoulder. " I forgive you." I say moving my head to look at him again. He smiles and takes my hand as we walk back to the hotel. We let go of each others hands just in time for us to open the door. We walk in and take most of our rain soaked stuff off. I'm left in jeans and a tank top and Dan only has on jeans. For a boy who stays inside on the internet all day he sure looks good shirtless. Good thing I packed extra clothes.  I go into the shower and can't help but start to sing some Greenday songs quietly. As I'm using the hotels body scrub when I get to my hip I almost forgot and send the chemicals into my skin. " Gahh!" I scream. Apparently loud enough for Dan to hear outside. " Riley are you okay?" he asked while opening the door slightly. " Yeah I'm fine now shut the door you pervert." I say covering my self just in case. I hear the door close and I get out to dry of and get dressed. When I'm finished I walk out to see Alex on the balcony and Dan and Phil hovering in the kitchen. Dan turns to see I'm out of the shower. He then makes his way to the bathroom. " Hey Phil, is your head okay?" I ask walking around the counter to stand next to him. " Yeah it should be fine. Just a little sore." He says rubbing his forehead. I state into his adorable little light blue eyes. " Phil your like a brother to me." I say standing on my tiptoes to hug him around his neck. " You to Ri. I mean like as a sister." He says and we both laugh. Then Dan comes out and walks over to where we are at. Phil and I both look at each other and then we run over to Dan and sandwich him into a hug. He smiles and looks down at me. Then Alex comes in and sees us. It looks like he has been crying. " I'm going home now. Ill see you tomorrow Ri. Dan. Phil. " He says while walking out the door. I look at both Dan and Phil. " I hope I can stay here again." I say to them. " Of course you are always welcomed" Phil says. I smile and go over to Dan's bed and lay there with my MacBook. " So I'm guessing I missed the little get together." I say scrolling through pics of other Youtubers. " Yeah we had to cancel after Phil got hurt." Dan says coming over to lay next to me. " I'm going to bed guys." Phil says while pulling his shirt off  and climbing into his bed. " Goodnight." Dan and I say at the same time. I laugh and curl into his chest. Once I made sure Phil was asleep I started to talk. " Dan." I say not startling him at all. " Hmm."  He says kind of tiredly. " What are we?" I ask lifting my head up to look at him. " What do u want us to be." He says smiling. " I don't know." I say . " Dan Howell, will you do me the honors of being my official Boyfriend?" I ask looking seriously into his eyes. " Yes." He says kissing me on the tip of my nose. I smile and lean into his shoulder. He then wraps his arms around my hips. Crap, if he moves even slightly it will hurt like heck. I lay there holding my breath until the dreaded moment happens and his elbow slightly grazes my hip. I swear under my breath and gasp. Dan looks at me to see what's wrong but I won't look at him. I'm not crying in front of him. He turns my chin towards him. He looks me in the eye.and I burst into tears. He hugs me and rolls me over so my hip is where he can see it. I don't even want to see his reaction.