Forever

Stop being stupid

Riley's P.O.V.

I sit upright on the bed. 3:14. To early. I look around my new room and remember my old flat, with Alex. I roll over and cry quietly trying not to wake up Dan and Phil. I stand up and grab the box out of the wardrobe. Riley stop, you promised Dan. For Alex, he was the only one who helped. I slip out the door into the bathroom. I lock the door and sit on the edge of the bathtub. I pull out a blade and look at it. You promised. Stop breaking promises. I ignore the feeling and take the blade to my hip. I cut 3 times, for each bullet. I rinse off and go back to bed. I miss you Alex.

The next morning, my hip is sore and I can barely move. Why did I do it so deep, there is only 3. I limp out to the living room and curl up on a chair. looking out the window. I must've fallen asleep because Dan was handing me a cup of coffee. I gladly take it warming my hands. I sip at it and move to sit next to Dan. He smiles and wraps his arm around me. We sit there for a while. " Dan, I was thinking we could walk through town today. Since I'm new here." I say. He nods and gets up to get dressed. I set my cup in the sink and turn around to go to my room. I stop myself in time from knocking over Phil. I trip and he grabs my arms. He pulls me up and hugs me. " No concussions in this house!" he says before releasing me. I Go to my room to get dressed. I chose a gray shirt with Aztec print leggings. I put on my black boots and my black beanie. I put on my cardigan sweater and go to meet Dan. I slip my phone into my pocket on the way out. At the door, Dan stands in a black long sleeve shirt with zippers on the shoulders. he wore this in his opinion video. I think while taking his hand. We say bye to phil and walk to the elevator. When we get outside, I'm hit with a sharp breeze. I almost get knocked over if it wasn't for Dan. We walk through some little shops and then, being the children we are, we find a candy store. We run inside and start looking at everything. " We can each get one small bag full." Dan says with excitement in his eyes. I run around grabbing things I know and stuff I didn't. I'm about to grab a giant Malteser that was as big as my head when. some rotten kid pushes past me. I get pushed backwards, bumping into a shelf and falling to the ground. Everything is blurred. I can see Dan running over and trying to pick me up. I wince as he touches my hip. I look into his eyes and see disappointment. He pulls his hand upward to see it covered in blood. That's when everything goes black.