A Love Almost Lost

Falling in love

"I can't believe I have a date with Ashton Irwin!!!" I screamed as loud as I could into my pillow. What would I wear? Where will we go? do I want to wear my vanilla body spry or my floral scented one? do I just brush my teeth or brush them and whiten them? so many questions without answers in so little time! How does one get ready to go on a date with a rockstar?! If I call my best frond for help she will never believe me. what do I do?

I decided to wear a purple flannel with black skinny jeans (no rips because it's a date), and a pair of purple converse. I curled my hair with one little braid down the front right side of my head, I did my makeup to match my outfit so it wouldn't look tacky, and I went with the vanilla body spray because it is more subtle than the floral scented one. I wore a pair of little diamond earrings and a locket with a photo of my mum and me from when I was ten. I decided to just brush my teeth because it takes a while to whiten them and I have no clue when he will be here.

An hour after I was done erring ready I heard the doorbell ring, he was finally here! I squealed before going downstairs to greet him at the door. He stood there, tall and beautiful, he had his bandana in his hair (as always), he was coincidentally wearing a red flannel with black (ripped) skinny jeans and a pair of black vans.

"You look perfect," he said as he walked me to the passenger side of his car and opened the door for me. I got in the car and said, "thank you" with a big smile and started to blush. When he saw I was blushing he giggled a little. he has the world's cutest laugh, I swear it! As he got in the car and turned it on he said, "so where do you wanna go?"

"I'm sorry, what?" I asked.

"Where do you wanna go? I want this date to be all about you, so I can get to know you better." I just sat there staring at him in shock. after about five minutes of staring I said, "I wanna see that movie The Maze Runner, I heard its suppose to be really good. He put the car in gear and said, "okay well then I guess we're watching The Maze Runner," and started driving further away from my house.

I was sitting in the passenger seat motionless, trying so hard not to fangirl, it took every ounce of my power and self control not to scream into his ear. 'It's okay' I told myself, 'he's just another ordinary man with just an extraordinary job an is just more popular than most, it's just a normal date with a normal man.' He must have noticed I was freaking out evade he turned the a/c off and rolled down the passenger window and said, "here you go, breathe a bit," then he rubbed my back for a second and flashed me a warm smile showing off his perfectly placed dimples. When we got there, he opened my door for me and then we walked to buy the tickets for the movie. he refused to let me take out my wallet for anything and insisted that he pay every single penny of whatever I wanted. Me being me, I didn't ask for much because I didn't want him spending all his money on me because I don't want him to think that's why I'm here.

The movie was over and I loved it! I would tell you what my favorite part was but just in case you haven't seen it yet I don't want to spoil anything. After that he said, "now where are we going for dinner? I have no clue what there is here to eat," he giggled.

"Well," I said, "there is a great little diner just around the corner from here." and once I said that he asked me to give him directions and we were on our way. When we got there, it was practically empty, there were only two other people there and they were an older couple, they were so cute together. We were seated and after we got our drinks (I got a raspberry ice tea and Ash just got water), we had ordered, I got a penne pasta with cheesy bread and Ash decided to be "romantic" and get the same thing. we sat there for hours talking non-stop and I completely forgot he was famous, we truly connected tonight. I pretty much gave him my entire life story, I told him things I need told anyone else, not even my parents or my best friend (we have been best friends since before we were born, literally, my best friend is my moms bet friends daughter). We continued talking about little nothings until our server came over to us and told us they were closing in 5 minutes, so he took care of the bill and then took me home. When we got to my house, he walked me to my doorstep and he said, "McKensi Smith, you are the most beautiful and the most interesting person I have ever met. Since you're 18 I will ask you, do you want to go on the rest of the tour with us?" On the inside I was jumping and screaming and fangirling like a five year old, but on the outside I said, "Of course! I would love to!" He stared into my eyes for a good ten minutes, then he started to lean I towards me, he puckered his perfectly pink lips, leaned in closer slowly closing his eyes, and before I knew it, his lips were on mine and he placed his strong drummer hands on my face and held it perfectly onto his. I wrapped my arms around him on top of his shoulders and we stood there kissing. It felt like it lasted five winters, when in reality it only lasted a minute. Once his lips left mine, he said, I will be here tomorrow morning with the tour bus so you better be ready, then he left me with a soft kiss on my cheek. I watched him leave, and, oh my god, I think I am in love with this boy...