*I dont know if im gonna go into detail about the smut if you want me to then say it but other than that enjoy the chapter my childs ^J^*
Prussia pov
I woke up next to beatiful violet eyes, "guten morgen, Birdie," I mumble sleepily. He mumbled a good morning back. We got up and started to get dressed.
"How are you feeling, mein Birdie?," just as he got up he fell. "Oowww it hurts," he whined. (If you dont get that your to pure for the internet) I went and helped him up. He got dressed still wobbly though.
I decided when he was done I would carry him to the meeting. He had gotten done now, but was still having trouble walking. I picked him up bridalstyle his bear following.
I walked in and placed him next to me. He leaned up against me, but that was fine. America walked in first. He looked kinda dull. "Wow the git was on time for once thats new," said England.
America only looked away and laughed a bit "heh yea..." he didnt look okay. I only shrugged it off as he was tired. America took a seat next to Russia.
America pov
I was insulted by England, again. I knew the only reason he said the insults was because they were true. Every single one. Fat, idiot, etc. Even the other nations agreed and if a lot of people agree then it has to right, right?
I sat next to Russia. I dont even know why he likes me. I was wondering this when Germany yelled my name, "AMERICA DID YOU HEAR ME!?" I jumped out of my thoughts "uh.. n-no," I mumbled.
"Ugh forget it, it wasnt important anyway," he grumbled. Not important. Like me. I had to hold the tears that were threatening to fall. Unimportant another thing to put on the list of insults I get.
"Ill read, aru" China said. He walked up and started to read.
Dear diary
Today I didnt eat anything. Besides the other countries say I'm fat enough anyway. Lately its been hard staying away from the blade. Sometimes I even find a lighter from when I uses to smoke and burn myself. But I always make sure to hide them even though the others wouldnt care. Well I have the urge to cut again I'll write later.
-America
My whole world stopped I couldn't think. I couldn't see. I could feel myself running though. When I gained my sight again I realized I was in a hallway that lead to an abandoned room. I went in and locked the door fast.
I could hear footsteps coming this way. Soon voices were heard. It was Russia and Canada. They were saying to split up and check each door. I could hear the jiggle of knobs as they tried to open doors.
Russia told Canada to look in another hallway. Now only Russia remained. Soon he gor to my door and tried opening it. Of course the door wasn't one you could lock from the outside. This worried him and he smashed the door.
I stared at him crying. He carefully grabbed my wrist and pulled the sleeve up to find scars. Old and new some slightly bleeding from being so new. He stared at me in the eyes and then hugged me. It was nice.
"Why?," he asked. When I didn't answer he nodded as if he figured it out. If you think about, its obvious. I'm always getting insulted. He picked me up and carried me back to the room. Everyone came and hugged me or said sorry.
Though they didn't feel like genuine sorrys. Of course after everyone was done England came and said sorry. "I'm sorry I made you feel that way Alfred, I didn't know it hurt you that much." This ome felt real, like he meant it.
I hugged him and he hugged me back. After this we continued to read. "This one is also about America, aru," he said. Everyome braced themselves for something sad.
