Save me

Happy fourth of july🥳

A month lately? Since I've been gone? Honestly I don't know....sigh.

Click clack click clack....

Is what i hear behind the door......it doesn't sound like her, questions start running through my head, someone else rather than her? Am I glad or scared? Disappointed? I don't know, all I know is the steps coming closer, I shakily sat up on the bed chains clinking up against the bed post, heart rate going up as the steps stop in front of the door, thoughts scrambled, are they going to kill me? Am I boring now? Should I be happy or sad? Scared? Happy Right? I don't know, living with her letting her torture me it's maddening really, it was only a week ago that she punished me where I had tried to escape once again, I get why she would throw me out, I was causing trouble, I would be thrown out, be put in a bag drove away for hours and they would kick me out of the car at the beach at night and then I would be there till someone noticed I was there and call he cops and ambulance as they have found me :Kim Namjoon missing for months tortured and bruised found near the ocean: I would be back where everyone would be missing me and crying hugs and kisses, a precious moment, smiling as I was finally home, the thoughts stopped as the door opened dramatically showing a person, they walked towards me throwing clothes next to me "madam wanted you to wear this, she said she wanted to take you somewhere, it's a surprise" then they left.

Ah so she has gotten bored of me, is she going to kill me? Maybe, would she risk it though? Killing me or throwing me out, closing my eyes, shivers go through me, what if they did killed me? Once the police found my dead body all cold from weeks ago or found me hours later, everyone will be sad shocked falling apart slowly, disbandment, sighing again I picked up the clothes beside me, it was soft. A big sweater, short shorts ugh, and a mask. So they are taking me out, as in outside? It's been quite awhile, I thought I would've said goodbye to it, but it's a relief finally going out.

I put the clothes on, my mask and hood on, maybe I can escape.

I walked out of they door seeing the person again and then leading me downstairs going to the doors of the outside, finally. They opened the door, it was night, dark like my room. They grabbed my arm gently surprisingly and lead my sneakily to a black car with tinted windows of course, they opened the door and surprise I see her.

I go in sitting as far away from her, not looking at her, "joonie!" She said then startled as she pulled my waist towards her and turned me to face her, I was flustered, weird. "Joonie I've decided to bring you outside so we can watch the fireworks! To a secret place of course. I've seen you look a little down lately so I thought this would make you happy" she pulled down my mask and pecked me on the lips, huh thoughtful for her to do that, I've never even think of seeing things ever again and after all the risk she's going to go through, I hate it. I will escape from her, I didn't look at her but she still pulled me closer to me as I was halfway on her lap, I sighed really hoping I could escape, "I hope this will will make you happy" she whispered next to my ear, I jumped flustered, she giggled "joonie is so cute~" I really really hoped I escape.

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Hoseok jumped as he heard some booming noises, people had started to lit up some fireworks. Maybe he could see some....

"Hobi hyung" Jimin suddenly came in with a calm smile, after all that had happen, Hoseok would've thought Jimin would leave, find Yoongi maybe, never would've deal with two broken members. Was he broken? No....just traumatized from the events that had happen, it's normal. Hoseok looked down curling himself up in a ball, "no no no hyung! Don't do that" Jimin worryingly said speed walking to him, "hyung uncurl yourself please." Is this working? Am I doing the right thing?