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Confusing

The sun rose up once again, the shine of the light going through a slightly covered curtain shining brightly on Hoseok. It was warm and nice, you can really feel Mother Nature loving you. Hoseok turned the other way feeling the warm feeling on his back now.

About a few minutes go by and Hoseok thinks it's a good times to get up, he looks at the clock, 6:35, earlier then usual. He smiled, ever since he cooked breakfast for jimin that one day he couldn't stop so he wakes up every morning earlier than Jimin and cooks him delicious breakfast, he had to repay Jimin somehow since he's been comforting him through these tough times.

Hoseok sits up yawning, stretching in the right places. He sighs pulling the soft blanket off of him the cool breeze hits his lower half of his body. He makes his way downstairs the silence he was getting used to, he honestly missed the loud noise when he woke up, he missed the laughter. He sighs going into the kitchen starting on the stove.

He takes the finished breakfast taking the familiar path to Jimins room.

He went in Jimin still asleep, Hoseok put the tray in the bed getting ready to wake Jimin up.

"Jimi.." Hoseok stopped his words taking in the sight of Jimin sleeping, he looked to peaceful sleeping, the sun hitting on the right side of his face, his hair a little messy, his lips looking more shinier. Hoseok looked away, what the hell was that?! Why was this day different then any other day? Maybe he's getting too into his thoughts. Hoseok ignored his weird thoughts shaking Jimin lightly, he wakes up like expecting, Hoseok smiled a little, Jimin sat up smiling too, "thank you hyung" Hoseok sat on the bed next to him like they always did.

They sat in silent enjoying each other's comfort, they do those every morning. Hoseok looked towards Jimin he looked like he was still sleepy, then suddenly the tray started to fall on Jimins lap, Hoseok acted fast catching the tray. "Woah!" He yelped, Jimin fulling waking up taking in the events. "Wow that was close" Jimin said, Hoseok nodded looking back up to find Jimin staring at him, Hoseok a little surprised by the intense gaze, he knew Jimin had a very imitating gaze but he never thought he would experience it.

They both stared at each other, no words. Hoseok suddenly blushed a little moving back fast, they both decided not to comment about it that morning.

They both started to dance since it kept them both active. But now Hoseok started to feel a little nervous, it was like any other day to keep their minds off of Namjoon. They've been dancing just the two of them and at first it was weird and wrong without the other members but they had to get used to it if they didn't want to mope around all day. They started to dance to fake love.

"Hey hyung" Jimin suddenly asked when they were about to start. "Hm?" Hoseok looked back to him. "What if we danced for all our members?" "What?" "Like take a spot for fun." It was true getting bored doing their parts over and over again, wanting to change it up a little, but it kinda felt wrong. "I know it will feel wrong" Jimin read his mind, "but we will be dancing for them" that did sound sweet.

"Ok" Hoseok said, Jimin smiled, "ok how about Ill take Jungkooks and yoongis spots today, how about you?" Hoseok didn't really feel like it, but.." I- I'll pick my spot and..." he didn't really like jin, Taehyungs spot was a little difficult and he doesn't feel dancing hard today. "Namjoons.." he said quietly Turing away, Jimin a little startled, "are you sure?" He looked at hoseoks face through the mirror, "yeah.." Hoseok was gonna make Namjoons
spot great. "Ok let's dance!" Jimin yelled setting the happy mood to a sad song.

It was normal at first they both got into the sports pretty quickly. Then Hoseok went where Namjoons verse was, Jimin next to him, it was a little weird because this was the first time they did this in the position, Hoseok re-enacted what he saw Namjoon do a million times when he asked for help. Then Jimin grabbed his hand and he did remember he was supposed to turn, so he did and Jimin too, it went for a quick  seconds but it felt like forever, that intense gaze again, but Hoseok knew he was focused, the they spilt Hoseok doing his part he went a little too slow for his liking but brushed it off.

Again him and Jimin were facing each other, Jimin pulling his hand up on time whole Hoseok was a little slow, Again time went slow, Hoseok felt Jimin lightly grabbing his hand as they pointed their fingers up in a shaking motion. Then they split Hoseok suddenly feeling his heart beat going a little fast. Why was he reacting this way? When he did it was Jungkook it was fine, but Jimin? Hoseok ignores it going to the next part. Looking into the mirror following Jimins waving motion.

It was the chorus and Hoseok didn't really think about it till now. Jimin would have to pull up his shirt, but he wouldn't because they are in the doors? It makes sense, Hoseok almost tripped, why was he getting so nervous for that part?!! Then it came Jimin came up pulling his shirt up a little too much but what really struck Hoseok was the stare Jimin gave to him his eyes piercing through him like he knows everything, Hoseok stumbles backwards yelping, Jimin stopped quickly turning off the loud music.

"Hyung!" Jimin ran to Hoseok kneeling down touching his knee"oh my gosh are you ok?!" Hoseok groaned nodding, "just an off day I guess," Jimin sat down next to him, "yeah" he agreed. Again the silence, Hoseok looked at Jimin and he was looking right back, Jimin was still touching his knee and maybe he felt him squeeze it?! Jimin suddenly went a little closer, Hoseok getting scared, "um.. I'm going to go doing something else now.." he immediately said getting up, Jimin followed his movements a little surprised too.

"Hyung-" "see you later!" Hoseok speed walked almost regretting his decisions, Jimin looked at himself in the mirror.

What was he gonna say?

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