Save me

All over again

Pained sobs were heard throughout the walls.

Hoseok was crying his heart out for the third time today, Jimin sighed hugging him gently giving him comfort.

"Hyung it's ok, shhhh" Jimin patted his head, Hoseok looked at Jimin with blurry eyes sniffling, "I'm sorry Jimin" he suddenly said, Jimin was confused, "why are you sorry?" Hoseok looked down sniffling again, "I've been such a bad hyung, I've only cried while you took care of me, it's not what hyungs do" Jimin felt sad, "no it's ok to feel bad, hyungs need care too" Hoseok shook his head moving away from Jimins comforting hands, "no, what about you? Are you ok?" Jimin widen his eyes for the question, he looked down sighing, "you know I'm not, that's why we are in this together" Hoseok suddenly hugged Jimin, Jimin was surprised but hugged back.

"You're doing good Jimin" Jimin was again surprised but started to feel a burn in his eyes, "you're such a good kid" Jimin felt a tear slip through his eyes hugging Hoseok tighter.

Hoseok felt wetness in his shoulder and finally smiled from a long while.

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Hoseok was cooking breakfast for him and Jimin, he was actually doing something instead of moping in the room. He felt good, Jimin was still asleep so he had woken up early early to get this nice meal done.

Hoeseok felt the happiness in his heart start to rise again from that dark place, everything felt like it was supposed to be.

Hoseok hummed lightly taking the pancake out of the pan putting it in a plate. He grabbed the whipped cream from the fridge shivering at the coldness, he got some strawberries and syrup putting it down on the counter, he opened the strawberry container taking out two strawberries going to the sink, he turned on the sink and put his hand of strawberries underneath the water and turned off the sink.

He walked to the knives grabbing one and went back to the counter, he placed down the two strawberries slowly cutting off the top part and threw it on the side. He grabbed one strawberry putting it on the
pancake and did the same with the other, he grabbed the whipped cream shaking it a little and sprayed a smile on the pancake, he grabbed the syrup opening the sticky cap and poured it on the pancake the sticky substance slowly making its way down on the pancake to the plate, he grabbed the scrabbled eggs putting them on the plate and lastly the coffee, he grabbed the cup and plate putting it on a tray, he picked it up slowly making his way to Jimins room.

Hoseok was filled with a tinge of joy almost skipping his way to Jimins room, he was proud of his cooking work then thought of Jin. He gasped shaking his head the plate and cup shaking due to his roughness. Hoseok sighed feeling the same feeling since Namjoon was taken away come up again, he shook his head more not wanting to think about that right now. Hoseok kept walking feeling the air get tight all of the sudden, Hoseok frowned stopping, why was he so nervous? Hoseok sighed coming up to Jimins door, he stood there for a good minute deciding either to knock or go in, maybe he'll do both, or maybe Jimin was still sleeping well of course he was he wanted to wake him with this surprise, Hoseok bit his lip taking his fist up to the door shaking a little, he knocked.

He was still sleeping he guessed, he blew out a breath opening the door seeing darkness the only light was from the hallway, he looked to Jimins sleeping face, he looked like a prince, of course he was he's perfect Hoseok thought and went in tiptoeing to the bed. Hoseok stood over Jimin deciding again how to wake him up.

Maybe he wouldn't like it and will get mad? Hoseoks hand went through his hair frustrated. He shook Jimin tenderly, Jimin stirred, Hoseok smiled sweating a little, Jimin opened his eyes to see Hoseok, "Hyung?" He said rasply. Hoseok opened his mouth then closed it again, Jimin was confused, "Hyung?.." Hoseok gulped trying to speak words, Jimin was about to say something till Hoseok beat him to it, he held up the breakfast and smiled a little, "I-I made y-you breakfast" he stuttered.

It was a little silent and Hoseok thought Jimin didn't like it and was about to cry till he felt the tray gotten taken away from him, he opened his eyes seeing Jimin smiling, "Hyung you're so cute! Thank you!" Hoseok shocked the blushed a little sitting on the bed, soaking up the peaceful atmosphere.

Jimin hummed, "it's really good, you're a great cook" Hoseok looked down on the ground kicking his legs up, "thanks.." he said awkwardly, he then felt a hand ok his shoulder, Hoseok looked at Jimin, Jimin looked happy, "I'm proud of you hyung" Hoseok looked at Jimin with big eyes tears already forming, Jimin shocked grabbing Hoseoks face as he cried, "h-hyung I didn't mean to make you cry!" Jimin said guilty then Hoseok was laughing making Jimin confused, Hoseok took Jimins hands and held them to his lap and looked at Jimin smiling, "me too" it felt lighter as Jimin looked at Hoseoks radiant face, he was like his old self again, Jimin smiled feeling like everything was right, he felt warm continuing to eat his delicious breakfast still holding onto Hoseoks other hand, the sunshine didn't seem to mind smiling the whole time.

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