Assimilation

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You make me feel so blue. Nothing of this is beautiful to me. She comes in and tears the love we share apart. I speak but not a soul listens and I'm exhausted of it. My spirit is heavy , my head it burns, my heart is decaying , my eyes they are dark. The person I want to be is far from reach and I want to let go. Why stay just let it all go. The heaviness with my loves is now over but a new wave of heavy has just started. The stubborn, presumptuous has started. Those who know life Those who know your every breath. Nah those who think they do. My heart for you once burned bright now I'm over the love.
Too tired to fight too tired to try too tired of always feeling something but receiving another. My heart burns my spirit is heavy and no one understands. Letting go piece by piece is beautiful to me staying here is unhappiness.
When I was a child death surrounded me now it has come back. The darkness is calling and I slowly answer to it. My head is burning I'm so confused. What is that people want from me I do not understand. That fire I once had is diminished. I have no more fight. The end is calling and I know soon I will answer that call. I cannot properly assimilate any of this. I'M DONE!!!!! I have no more fight my spirit is near her demise. Why push forward when nothing is here for me? No love No happiness No Peace!
All I ask for is peace! All I want is piece!

But alas my heart is decaying I won't go on much longer. I give up! You have finally won the battle for I no longer exhaust.

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