How to take a hostage (Johnny Depp fanfiction)

Chapter 10

"Missed me?", he whispered into my ear. Goosebumps ran down my back the way he said it. I wasn't able to move a bit. First because of his arm and second because of his voice.

Slowly he let me slid out of his arm. Confused I turned around to him. I didn't know what to say. Or how to behave. Yesterday we actually almost had sex. That was so embarrassing. I've never been in this kind of situation. Looking along my body to the feet and back he smirked saying "Nice view from here". Oh. The blanket slipped down a bit because of that moving from the gun and him swirling me around. Blushing I pushed it up a bit, so my boobs were completely covered again.

"I will wait down stairs and make some food", he said, leaving the room with a smile. Wow.  He's in a really good mood.

When he was out, all of the breath, I was holding back, suddenly left my lungs. I didn't even realize I was holding it.

After dressing myself and thinking about how to behave, I thought it would be the best to pretend to hate him. I knew I couldn't truly hate him, so I had to pretend, I do. As well as I knew I wouldn't have shot him. Maybe his knee, but not him. I was too innocent, even for that. What a weak creature I am.

The smell of pancakes caught me and when I entered the kitchen, it mixed itself with the smell of cinnamon, he was having. The smell of heaven. Concentration, Mary! Pretend to hate him!

I hope it looked ice cold when I sat down as uncomfortable as I could. He turned around "So you've decided to dress, well that's sad". Why was I the one who was blushing all the time? Why not him? Because he's used to having sex with girls, a mean voice in my head just answered. I didn't want to hear it. "Shut up!", I said to both, him and the voice inside my head. Laughing he turned around "If I didn't know it better, I'd think you have your period"

Asshole.

That's not a question to ask a hostage, is it? By the way he told me he has been robbing a bank yesterday and that's what he was doing while 'I missed him'.

Arrogant Asshole.

He couldn't stop telling jokes about yesterday. But that made it easier to deal with the whole thing, I had to admit.

"So do you have any special plans today? Should I help you to rob another bank?", I asked sarcastic. Laughing he asked me if I'd like to learn how to play a guitar. I was curious. But he was a robber. Yesterday he almost took your virginity and now you're afraid of learning the guitar, the mean voice in my head added. Okay why shouldn't I?

We went into the living room. The way he was taking his guitar was just amazing. Like a baby. Even a blind could see how much it meant to him. I sat down next to him, when he suddenly sat behind me, taking his arms around me. "Oh no, that won't work twice, I may be a bit naive, but I'm not that stupid!", I snapped at him. I may have hurt his feelings with that, but I had to pretend to hate him. And I really didn't want to loose my virginity on a guitar. "That's how you learn to play the guitar, don't worry, I'm not gonna touch you again."

Ugh. His voice was colder than my feet could ever be. And they were always freezing. That was embarrassing. I shouldn't interpret everything as a sexual act. Nodding I asked him to go on. His smell was all around me. The best smell I could imagine. Carefully he showed me how to hold the guitar and how to play a few accords. It was fun.

Suddenly he turned on a lamp and I realized he had to turn in on, because it was getting dark outside. We've been sitting here the whole day. Wow. I  didn't behave as if I hated him, but I tried not to think about it.

After the usual things like eating and so on we agreed to go to bed. He was very tired. No wonder, I woke him up, although he has been robbing a bank over the night. After... No, I'm not gonna think about that. With the melody, he has taught me, in my head, I peacefully fell asleep.