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may 10

dear toni,
i have a bad news
they said that my cancer already spread through my body
which means my life isn't long anymore
i'm going to die, toni

toni,
i'm so scared
i dont want to die, toni. not just yet
i still want to see you
i still want to hold you
i still want to kiss you

and i still want to tell you that i love you

day by day, all i can think is you

i remember the day we went to picnic on lake
the only food that i bought was vegemite toast
what can i do, toni. that's the only food that i can cook
i really had a good time back then
the only thing that i regret is i didn't kiss you
even if we had so many chances
i was just afraid that you were gonna refuse my kiss
i mean, you're perfect
and i'm nothing

i'm nothing, toni
and i'm going to die

love you forever,
ash xx

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