fourth letter

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may 13

dear toni,

i just want to say that you're the sunshine of my life
you're so bright and warm
and i like being around you

toni,
i'm really sorry that i haven't told you that i have cancer yet
i don't want to see you sad, toni
and i don't want to lose you

toni,
seeing you happy is making me more alive than when i was healthy
your smile brings the best of me,
your laugh makes me want to laugh too
that's why i want to keep you happy, toni
i'll do everything just to make you laugh
even if my jokes always lame
and you laugh at my joke
at least you laugh. you smile. you're happy

and it makes me more alive

love you, forever and always
ash xx

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