I woke up in a panic. The dream felt so real. Why in the world do I keep having
dreams of Ryan. I climb out of bed, went to take a nice long bath. Before I was
about to get in the hot water my phone went off. I checked my caller ID and it was
my brother Mitchell.
"Hello Mitchell."
"Hello sis."
"Is there something wrong?"
"I have something to tell you. You know I like to be honest."
"Okay what happened you sound nervous."
"Well all of us went to a party and we all got drunk."
"Who's we?"
"Alex , Quinn, Maria, and me."
"Okay so you called to tell me you got Maria drunk? Okay fine she's still alive right?"
"Yes. What I'm trying to say is Maria and I got so drunk that we slept together and
I'm taking her on a date." I was speechless.
"Isabella?"
"Are you kidding me!" I yelled then hung up. I couldn't believe her! She almost does
it with my ex who I warned her about then she does it with my brother who is 23
and she is 17! I think the next time I see her I going to hurt her. I got in the bath
and thought about my life. My parents hate me. My sister is bound to kill me
because I ruined her wedding. My best friend almost slept with my ex but she slept
with my brother. I finally got the guy of my dream lost my virginity to and now I'm
dreaming of an other guy that I may or may not have feeling for. I'm also thinking of
moving back to London. Which my ex confessed of stalking me. I sunk under the
water and opened my eyes. I locked my arms. My lungs were burning. I was going
to kill my self. I hated my life and everything around me. Then I saw a person
looking down at me I think it was not having enough oxygen in my lungs that I was
seeing things. I couldn't hold my breath any long and the water filling my lung make
my body started to panic. The next thing I know I'm being taking out of then water.
"Elizabeth! Can you hear me." I was coughing up water. I was being covered up by
a towel.
"I'm going to call an ambulance."
"No!" I looked over to the person so see Ryan.
"Elizabeth you tried killing yourself!"
"Your braking and entering! I can get you fired!" I yelled at him
"You tried killing your self." he yelled back.
"Get out!" I yelled
"Did Mike used you and then dump you?"
"Fuck you Ryan! Get out now!"
"So he did. That son of a Bitch! I'm going to kill him!"
"He didn't dump me! If you touch him. I will personally kill you. Get out before I call
security!" I got up and walked over to the door and opened it for him. He was just
standing there looking at him with a sad face.
"Well... What how did you know it was Mike?" I said nervously
"Please Elizabeth . Don't do that again." he walked out and I closed the door be
hind me. I wrapped the towel tighter around me walked over to the bed . Laid on
the bed and cried. My phone rang a couple of time but I ignored them. I hated
myself. After my pity cried for myself I got dressed and made a phone call. I packed
my bags my things and went to the front desk to check out. Standing by the front
desk was Ryan.
"Checking out Miss.?" ask an older man from be hind the desk.
"Yes." Ryan looked over at me. He had a concerned face.
As I was walking to my car. I felt like I was being followed. I turned around to see
Ryan .
"What do you want!"
"Were are you going?" he asked like a lost child.
"Away." I said as I put my things in the trunk of my car.
"Okay. Will I see you at school Monday?"
"Probably not."
"Your not going to try killing yourself again are you?" I stayed quiet.
"Elizabeth please tell me where your going?"
"Away."
"What do you mean out of the state?"
"No." I got into my car and was about to close the door but Ryan was holding onto
it.
"What is your problem!"
"Elizabeth I care for you. I have strong feelings for you and it make me mad to see
that you are with that Mike character." I was pissed. I so how manage to close my
door. I started the car and drove to the airport.
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