The Undoing of My Reality [UNDOING I]

serious revelations

==> Oliver

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Luna had changed and it wasn't for the better.

When I left my mortal life behind, she was angry. Opinionated. She would fight against her demons with a brave face. She was beautiful, and looking back I realized I was in love with her. I exclusively liked guys after we parted ways, and I was convinced I was gay. Then, she came back into my life and I realized I still loved her deeply.

She lost that battle with her demons when I left. And for the longest time I thought it was on me. Ever since I had seen her again that fateful Thursday afternoon, I blamed myself for her becoming so shy, anxious, and weak.

I realize now that it wasn't my fault. That was completely on her.

Take my sister, Willow and I for example. Our mom died, and our "dad" went crazy. Virtually similar to what she went through (though she had it better. Her mom is still alive) We were still outgoing and optimistic. We never faltered and we stayed strong throughout the grief and trials of being a demigod.

Luna broke when I left. And I realized now that she broke because she was weak. She couldn't handle it, and that was on her. I was her savior, had I not done anything that day she would have been killed. Despite realizing this the night I rescued her, I still loved her. I thought that I should give her a chance to make herself whole again, maybe i'd introduce her to my half brother.

Oh boy was that the worst mistake of my life.

I didn't know until it was too late. I saw the look in Leo's eyes when he first saw her. I saw the awestruck daze in Luna when she mumbled "he seems nice.." To me after we left. I knew it was a terrible idea. So I tried to keep them apart. I told myself it was for the sake of them and their trauma, but truth be told it was for my own benefit. I wanted to keep Leo away because I wanted her to myself.

He was right. When he said I was pining after her; But I was in denial, so I told him I liked guys. Thank god he didn't see the true turmoil in my head.

I became set in my thoughts when Luna killed Isaiah. Yes, she's absolutely changed and it wasn't for the better. She was a sick, weak monster who resorted to a sinful kink to protect herself instead of getting professional help. Leo got pissed when I said such, I knew that he too was entranced with her. Luna was blinding him from the light. Luna had been blinding me from my own light, as well, and now that I considered her an enemy, I could see clearly now.

Isaiah was correct all along. He had the best intentions. The gods are awful, using us for their own theatrics. Instead of fighting back, we demigods let ourselves become puppets. We stopped Isaiah from perfecting the world into one with one god. One ruler. One world order.

I regretted that day deeply. I mourned for Isaiah, but his legacy lived on in his following, in me. I would avenge him. I would kill all who associate with Luna. I'd only spare the worthy of my new kingdom, and her. Dearest Luna, with her auburn eyes and snow white skin. I'd make her mine and fix her. I'd lead her right to me, Like a bird following a trail of croutons.

First, though. I needed to leave camp.

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==> Luna

Christmas came and went without a hitch. I didn't consider Oliver completely turning on me to be much of a hitch, considering I was used to not having them around. I continued to stay friends with Will, though. She often confided in me over her sibling's mental state, which was apparently declining rapidly after I came to camp. I couldn't help but feel at fault for that, but in my own fashion, I kept it bottled up. My feelings didn't matter at that point. Will's did.

She told me the day after Christmas that Oliver was rambling nonsense and looking at their hands, at something that wasn't truly there. They snapped at everyone who tried to talk to them, and spent more time in the forests than anything. They seemed especially angry at Leo and I, but neither of us could figure out why.

It began to affect me to a point where I became concerned for them. Were they no longer my friend? Yes. But did I still respect them as a person? Also yes. It was new years day; (and no, Leo did not kiss me on new years eve. I wish, though.) I went to the forest to check up on Oliver.

They weren't there. Okay... Weird. Normally they eat breakfast in the woods.
"They're probably with Leo or something.."

I checked bunker nine. Leo said he hadn't seen them.

"I haven't seen that crazy kid since Christmas." He told me.

I ran to look for Will, and we ran into each other.

"Have you seen Oliver?" She asked me, looking down at me with her hands on my shoulders. I shook my head, looking as concerned as she was.

We proceeded to search the entire camp, only to find that they're gone. Their stuff is gone. Yet they left no note. Just scribblings on the desk.

"One world order."

We didn't know what this meant. It couldn't be good. A part of me knew that isaiah's plan wasn't over.

((Yo! I decided I'm going to end this book here, and pick it back up in a sequel. I'm sorry it didn't reach past 100 pages :( I'll let you know when I start the one up, though! I told you this would be a slow burn ;)
With love, ✨))