【 clouds 】

i'm good.

i'm good
at leaving people
'cause i've been left
so many times before

i'm good
at staying quiet
and pretending i don't care
'cause if i care
i care too much
and people take me for granted

so when someone like you
comes around and tries
to change all of that,

i get scared
and force myself
to hate you when i know
damn well i can't

so when you say
you like me
and you want to be
with me,

i say, "no thanks, i'm good
i'd never fall for someone like you."

i make you cry
and somehow
it makes me feel good

but i hate it
when you come back
and still love me
as if nothing happened

i hate it
'cause you make me realize
that i'm not fine at all

i care for you
and love you after all