remember when we went to that forest i closed myself off yet stayed beside you because i wanted to spend one last time with you?
i remember you wanted to fix things while all i ever thought about was breaking everything in sight because i was tired of loving you when all you ever did was make me cry
do you remember asking me to hold your hand, wanting to embrace me but all i ever did was tell you i didn't want to?
because i remember an hour after that, you broke down and i swear that was the first time my heart physically ached for someone else in pain
so it didn't matter what i wanted it didn't matter that i knew what i had to do and that was to leave you
none of that mattered in that single moment because i realized back then
i loved you
and seeing you in tears broke my heart
you and i have been connected from the moment that we met and honestly, i wonder to this day if that will ever change
it scares me i will never find anyone like you love anyone like you connect with anyone like you
it scares me i'll cease to remember a time when i didn't need you to make myself not want to die
but what scares me even more is that you'll forget about me and live a happy life with someone making you smile all the fucking time
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