"I Love Her..." • [Tord x reader] {COMPLETED}

𝟙𝟚. Fighting Emotions is Hard... But I Can't Help But Say....

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I sighed, "fine, let's do Edds idea.." mumbled slightly in annoyance. "But since this Mr. Davis guy knows a lot about him, let's ask him and maybe he could come with us there," I said and saw Edd nodding his head in agreement.

Tom POV

It has been a few weeks and I was still planning on how to get y/n back. I've been worried sick about her along with the others. Mr. Davis has given us a lot of information about Tord that I was extremely shocked to hear about. It was a lot of information to take in and also grew my hate for him. I've always knew there wasn't something right with him... when we were little kids, no. But as a teen I started to see signs of suspicion. As an adult now and what he did seven years ago, I was right all along.

I was in my room at my desk. I was playing my lovely Susan while working on plans. Susan always helped me with stress. I also had my flask full with Smirnoff. I have to hide it from Edd now since he has been throwing them away. What a money waister that is.

I heard a knock on my door and sighed, "who is it?" I asked putting Susan down. "Tom, it's Edd. Mr. Davis is going to be coming over in about ten minutes." I sighed hearing that. "Why?" I asked annoyed.

"Well he is coming over to tell us how he can help get y/n. He told me he knows a few people who can get her for us if you don't mind" I growled hearing that. "No! Do you think it's just a little suspicious that that he knows this much about that commie? What if he is on his side is is trying to get us caught as well!" I said a bit mad. Edd soon came in and I saw him glaring. "If he was on his side then why haven't he pushed us already to go get her? Why is he trying to help us so much? I even just told you that he is coming over to tell us about a few people who can go get her so we aren't in much danger!"

I sighed in annoyance. "Edd just leave. I'm really stressed about everything." I said sternly. Edd rolled his eyes before leaving my room and shutting the door. I look back at my desk and close my eyes leaning my head back. "Why now..?" I muttered to myself.

Tord's POV

I sighed working on paper work in my office. I've been trying every single fucking day to try and convince y/n that I'm not a bad person. But she always tells me to leave her alone and not touch her. I didn't touch her or anything she was just telling me that so I would stay away from her.

Y/n has tried to escape four times. All four times she did well at but the outside guards quickly caught her. I try to tell myself that I don't like her. I shouldn't, but my body just keeps pushing me for it. My phone desk started to ring and I immediately picked it up.

"Red leader, what do you need?" I asked. "Hey... um... can you come here..?" I heard y/n ask. She sounded upset. "What's wrong?" I asked standing up. "Just come here..." y/n said before hanging up. I sighed putting he phone back and heading out of my office.

I did get a bit worried hearing her sounding so upset. But this may be a trick to escape again. I don't want to trap her in her room, she is free to roam but she just can't escape my base. I hummed walking to her room assuming she must be in here and knocked. "Y/n, I'm here.." I said quietly. I looked around to make sure there was no one in the hallway.

Y/n POV

I heard a knock and Tords voice. I sighed and went to my room door to open it. "Come in..." I said as I went to go sit on my bed.

Tord came in and sat on my desk chair, crossing his legs. "Do you need anything?" I heard him ask. I sighed looking down. "Look Tord... I just need someone to talk to for a moment since I have no contact with the others...." I said. I just missed the others a lot. I also wanted to ask him if what we did at the house or before he left seven years ago meant anything; and I wanted to ask why I had to be here too.

"There is a reason why I can't allow contact form outside the base. It's just important that this base stays hidden since calls can get transferred and give access to where the other line came in from." Tord says. I looked at him, "yes I know.. but the stuff we did at the house.. did that... did that mean anything?" I asked quietly. I watched his facial expression and saw a slight pink dust onto his cheeks. "Well if it didn't have any meaning to it then I wouldn't have done it..." he started to get quiet.

"What did it mean for you..?" I asked quietly as I still watched. "I don't think it matters anymore now since you hate me.. right?" He asks. I sighed, "Tord... I don't hate you.... I hated what you did to the others and me... but I don't hate who you were to me before that and before you left..." I started to blush. I saw his blush get a little darker. "So let me ask you this... what did what we did mean to you?" Tord asked as I blushed more looking away.

"I liked it.... I liked it a lot.. Hell I like you, like, I love you Tord.... but I don't know how to feel now after all you did..." I said and slowly looked back up at Tord. His eye was a bit wide and his blush definitely got darker. "Really..?" He asked as I nodded. "Now the question goes back to you again.." I said.

Tord paused looking at me I the eyes. "I... I like you too... I'm just having some trouble with my emotions right now since I haven't had something like you for seven years..." I looked down. I wanted to believe him, "what do you mean?" I asked. "It means that, yes I do like you but I'm not sure how for sure I feel about you know?" He says. I kinda understand and nodded. I stood up looked down and so did he quickly.

"Did I say so thing wrong?" He asked me. I looked up at him in the eye. His one side of his face was wrapped but I didn't mind. I walked closer to him as our eyes stayed locked.

Tord's POV

I looked down at her. I felt that one weird feeling again but this time it wasn't too bad. I watched her get closer to me. My body just cupped her cheek softly. I couldn't help but just lean down and softly kiss her.

Y/n kissed back but I held the kiss there for as long as possible. She got closer and wrapped her arms around my neck but not really on my wounded side. We stayed in that kiss for at least a minute before pulling away. I looked into her eyes as she looked into mine. I softly ran my hand through her (h/c) before kissing her more passionately and deeply this time. She kissed back the same way.

This just toys with my emotions.... but I do have to say... I love her...

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I wanted to add more so badly but I couldn't since I limited myself to only a little bit over 1,000 words ;-;-;-;-;-;-;-; -LB

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