"I Love Her..." • [Tord x reader] {COMPLETED}

𝟝. Just The Beginning of Something Bad

(WARNING: slight strong language)

Tord (POV)

I was thinking about what happened earlier with y/n as Edd drove to the store. God her body looked so perfect and just... absolutely beautiful-.... damnit! I can't catch feelings for her, she wouldn't never be safe with me... I don't even know if she has feelings for someone else, or even for Tom! But yet when I kissed her those times she didn't push me away but she just kissed me back.

Was she doing that because she didn't want to tell me she was uncomfortable? Or did she- fuck why can I just not think about her?! I was fine before but when I went in that house and hugged her again after so many years...it's like it flicked a switch in me.

I don't know how I truly feel about her, and I don't want Tom to crawl up my ass about her liking me because I know for damn sure Tom liked her a lot. I mean, I used to like her a lot and we would always argue about who should stay away from her whenever she was out.

God I hate Tom so much, he is such an asshole ever sense we first met in high school. It started out fine at first before he learned that my great grandfather was a communist, that's when he started to call me commie and shit. So then I started to call him Jehovah witness when I learned that he was.

What he didn't know was my dad was too but thank god he never found out about that. Who knows what he would have told people and if he did I would have gotten kicked out of my school.

But I can careless about it now sense I'm a adult, I'm surprised my accent didn't change either due to me speaking mostly English my whole life after I started second grade with everyone.

I saw Edd arrive at the store and I didn't realize that it was so close to the house, "Hey Edd, couldn't we have just walked here?" I asked. "Because I need to get more food and I don't want us to carry 20 bags back to the house without a cart" Edd says and pulled into a parking spot. "Oh, alright" I said and looked down at y/n. She sits up and looked at me with a smile. I smiled back but got out of the car.

What if I can get what I need when they are in the store..? They won't notice I'm gone! I just need the robot and I'll be on my way.

We made our way in and I tried to think of an idea to give me a good reason to go back home... I forgot my wallet...or...- damnit I really don't know. Maybe I can say I need to use the bathroom...ugh that won't work.

I continued to think to myself until I saw bananas. I grinned and went over to them, I hummed like a phone would and picked up the banana. "Hey!- What is that? You need me? Ok I'm on my way!" I said.

"But that's a banana.." I looked at Matt when he said that. "Uh..it's for you" I said and gave him the banana. Matt quickly gasped, "mr. president!"

I sighed before I quickly ran off. That was the dumbest thing I've ever done but It worked...on Matt.

Y/n (POV)

I watched Tord go and sighed. "What is he rushing so much about?" Edd asked.

I shrugged as I watched Tord disappear once he turned the corner but then saw Tom running past the store holding a paper tightly and not looking happy. "Was that tim?" Matt asked.