This love was definetly not made to be Normal [[Completed]]

A talk

"You wanted to see us Michaela?" Clint asked coming in looking guily with a scared looking Steve and Bruce shuffling behind him. I glared at them and crossed my arms.

"Do you guys not understand me? I mean we've had so any conversations where we've barely had to finish eachothers sentences and the one time I really need you to read my mind you pick Starks side! You traitors!" I grumbled and looked down blinking back the tears at the thought of Tony.

"Well...we thought you guys would talk and figure everything out..." Steve said while siting down looking like a puppy who had just been told not to get into the garbage.

I sighed, "We did...well I did..." I said and looking up at them.

"What do you mean?" Bruce asked.

"I can't be his firiend anymore. I can't just be friends. No matter how much I want to. I'll take this pain, "I motioned to my stomach, "Over the pain of Tony not loving me anyday. I need to try and move on in my life." I said, feeling my heart clinch.

"You can't say that." Clint said, "What happened to never giving up?"

"You know I've never been good at taking my own voice Clint."

He looked down and sighed, "Then take my advice, don't give up. Keep trying."

"No, because Pepper is sweet and doesn't deserve to be hurt." I said while getting up, well trying to get up  so I could walk again. I needed to do this. I would never understand why walking had some much to do with the abdominal area.

"You gotta understand as guys we understand his point of view more then your point of view." Steve said looking down at me hoping I would forgive him.

"Yeah well never do that again and I'll think about forgiving you guys before I turn 50." I said with a slight smile. They smiled at me and we just started doing the therapy again. I couldn't help but feel guilty for what I had said to Tony, but I didn't know what else I was supposed to do. It hurt me, and I would not let Tony try to cheat on Pepper with me. He was an amazing person, but sometimes he forgot that he had a girlfriend... My mind wandered to the dream I had last night. After all the crying I had done, you'd think I wouldn't have dreamt or even slept, but Bruce gave me the pills that made me fall asleep at 7. 

I was running to Tony. He was calling out of me. He said he needed me, and I felt that I needed him to. We needed eachother.

"Tony I'm coming!" I screamed. 

"Please hurry Michaela!" I ran faster but I felt like I was on a treadmill. No matter what I couldn't go anywhere. I was thrown into a room, a restraunt. I sat next to Clint and Tony.

"Man I can't believe she did that to you." Clint said trying to comfort Tony.

"Who did what" I asked, but they didn't notice my existence, "Hello?" I said, trying to poke Clint but it went straight through him.

"I know, I loved her...I thought she was always going to be there for me...but she was too late..." He sighed and took a another drink of whatever he was drinking.

"I always thought she was a better person then that. Michaela was always the type of person who would be there for someone that she loved."

Tony scoffed, "She obviouisly never loved me if she did that. Just to drop me like a rock like that. No wonder after all of this you said you were just gonna stop talking to her. She's such a cruel person!" He said as a tear slipped down his cheek.

"I'm not a cruel person!"I screamed, "You need to understand I had no choice! I couldn't handle the pain! I'm weak!" I screamed.

I saw Pepper walk up and hug Tony from behind, "Hey there hot stuff." She whispered in his ear and kissed his cheek. She smiled at Clint and sat inbetween them, "How are 2 of my favorite guys?" She asked.

"Better now that you're here." Tony whispered and kissed her cheek.

"That should be me... THAT SHOULD BE ME!" I screamed and fell the the ground crying. I laid there crying, and not able to move...

"Michaela what are you thinking about?" Clint asked and pulled me out of my thoughts.  I looked at him and plastered a smile on my face.

"Just about when it's healed and I can go to bed after 7 at night." I said. He looked at me, seeing right threw my lie, but shrugged it off and led me down the hall while Bruce filled me in on things I've been missing. Just like yesterday...