This love was definetly not made to be Normal [[Completed]]

Sorry...too weird.

Finally, my stomach was healed. I was happy...I guess. I hadn't seen or talked to Tony since I told him to leave me alone. I regreted it every single day, but my heart was healing. I would never stop loving him, but that doesn't mean I can't try loving someone else. I was walking with Steve to the briefing room.

"Well I mean I can always try to date, It's not like it'll kill me if I were to try just going out with someone right?" I asked. I felt like I was trying more to convince myself then I was to convince Steve.

He sighed and pulled me into a hug, "You need to just let the peices fall where they will Michaela. Please stop trying so hard, and just relax." I nodded into his chest and hugged back. Clint had been so busy with Natasha, and Bruce was in his lab most of the time, and Thor...well I don't know where Thor went, he either went to see Jane, or back to Asgard until it was time to fight. So Steve had been there for me, hating that I've been so depressed and down lately. I swear 2012 was just a bad year for me. But I mostly blame Hammer for all the crap he decided to pull for no reason. Steve had become my best friend. Never replacing the spot in my heart for Tony, but for now putting a band aid over it to stop the bleeding.

"Steve, what am I gonna do if I never get over Tony?" I whispered.

"You will sweety, maybe you just need someone to give you a push."

"And who would I need to give me a push? Who could make me feel the way Tony does?" I asked looking up at his eyes.

"Well, I could always take you on a date tonight, maybe I could try?" He whispered. I hesitated, did he like me or was he just trying to help me feel better? I mean if I felt nothing then we could always stay friends.

"And If it doesn't work out?"

"Well we'll find out tonight, but that doesn't mean that we can't be friends after words. Let me take you on a proper date. How does a picnic in Central park sound? I know how much you love playing in the park, and I could definetly outrun you." He joked. I giggled and fell into him.

"I'd like that." I mumbled. He kissed my head and we walked into the briefing room where Fury was waiting for us.

"Thankyou for finally joining us." He said with full sarcasm. I gave him a sheepish smile and sat down inbetween Clint and Steve. I felt Tony's eyes on me, but I didn't want to see him...it would bring back a fresh wound, "As you know Hammer is still at large, now we think we've found him, but I currently have someone scouting the place out. I don't have much to say to you right now. All I know is that within a weeks time we'll be at war. So Avengers, be ready." We all nodded and got up to leave. My mind swirling around what Fury said. Maybe I could go scouting tomorrow, for the sake of the team...

"Michaela!" Tony called out to me, I hesitated but continued to walk. I couldn't do it. I ran around the corner and ran into Steve.

"Woah steady there." He murmured. I looked up at him, and he looked at me. Time stood still, I watched him lean in and close his eyes. My breathing hitched. But I leaned in too. The moment our lips touched I felt...nothing. There was nothing there. It was like kissing a gay guy. I pulled back, "Feel anything?" He asked.

I looked down and shook my head, I heard him laugh, "Good because I didn't either. So FRIEND. would you like to go out with me tonight only to get your mind off of things?" He asked while emphasizing friend. He smiled.

"I would love to FRIEND." I shook his hand. Someone cleared their voice behind us. I jumped and saw Tony standing there. Hurt in his eyes. I heard Steve mumble something about going to find Thor to practice fighting. But I just stood there, not able to move. My mind flashed towards the kiss we shared, him telling me to forget, him begging me to not let him get out of my life, the nightmares...I blinked back tears, "Wha...what are you doing?" I asked looking at the ground.

"Coming to talk to you, but I guess you were to busy. Are you free now or are you going to go kiss Bruce now?" He snapped. My blood boiled.

"You listen here, and you listen well Mr. Stark." I said his name with so much venom he flinched, "Steve was there for me, we tried it why? So I could move on from your sorry ass. You're with Pepper why the fuck are you jealous as to who I kiss or not?" He was about to say something when I cut him off, "No. Don't say anything. Tony I've already accepted that I will never get over you, and that I'll always love you, you'll always hold a large piece of my heart, but why can't you let me move on? If you're happy then let me try to be happy please? I don't care if I stay single for the rest of my life. I just want to be happy, and that's not going to happen if you keep randomly showing up!" I yelled. I was hurt, I was angry, I was...so many emotions, that I didn't realize I was crying. He walked towards me and wiped my tears. I slapped his hand away and backed away, "Don't touch me! You have no right to come waltzing in here thinking everythings going to be okay when you damn well know it isn't!"

"Michaela please let me explain." He pleaded.

"No..." I whispered, "No I don't want anymore excuses. I just want to be happy..." I whispered and turned around. He grabbed my wrist and pulled me towards him, falling into his chest my body filling with sparks. He grabbed my waist and pulled me so close to him that not even a peice of paper could fit between us. My small waist was covered by his muscular arms. My hands on his chest. I stood there breathless. I didn't know what to do. If felt like time was frozen, and thats where I wanted to stay for forever.

"Now listen to me." He whispered. His breath tickling my kneck, "I was with Pepper because I couldn't bare the thought of losing you if we didn't work out. I can't live without you Michaela. You don't understand how much I hurt when we aren't around eachother. You're the only person in the world who can make me angry, and then make me calm within a second. You're the only person I've ever fully been true to. You're the only person I've ever loved." He hugged me closer, he bent down putting his head into the crook of my kneck.

"Tony...are you still with Pepper?" I whispered.

"Why does it matter?" He murmured while kissing my kneck.

"Tony, I will not be the other women." I mumbled.

He pulled his head up and looked at me with regret. My stomach churning filling with vile. 

"Oh my god. Tony never talk to me again." I screamed while running to the bathroom.

"WAIT MICHAELA! PLEASE I'LL END IT WITH HER! DON'T DO THIS!" I slammed the bathroom door and puked my guts out. The thought of being the other women made me sick. Just knowing that he was still with Pepper...I almost gave in.

'Will you forgive him if he ends it?' My mind questioned. I sighed while rinsing out my mouth. I don't know....