This love was definetly not made to be Normal [[Completed]]

Sarah

I woke up in the same position. My body in pure pain, I don't think it was a good idea to move.

"Well well perfect timing. Sarah answer it and put it on speaker." Hammer snapped and threw my phone at her. 

"Hello?" I heard a door slam.

"Michaela?" Clint said.

"Hey!"

"Where are you?"

"Oh I'm just out. I had to get away for the night ya know?"

"I guess...but Tony is really pissed. You should probably get to his place and explain to him whats been happening."

She sighed, "I really messed up...but I was just so mad last night! I wish he would trust me."

"Look Mickey you need to understand that Tony is who he is. He worries about you because you go on some really dangerous missions."

"How will he forgive me if he's that mad?"

"I dunno. But Furys pretty ticked that you aren't here either. So you'll have to deal with him first." I laid there. I wanted to scream but I didn't have the energy. Nothing felt right about this. How had I been so stupid? Poor Tony...everyones going to die because of me....

-Sarahs POV-

I walked into SHIELD. My nerves were getting to me, These people thought I was her. That stupid bitch that Hammer had been obsessed with. I spent so much time making myself look like her, and now that I do he still won't look at me. I thought he loved me. He expects me to act like I love that bastard Tony Stark? I think I might puke before that happens.

"Hey! Michaela!" Someone called out. I jumped at looked up. Red hair...I think Hammer said her name was Natasha.

"Hey." I forced a smile.

"Where were you?"

"I uhm...I just really needed to get away. I needed to kinda cut myself off from the world before I did something stupid." 

"Well atleast your here now. Fury is really angry and you need to talk to him and I have some news regarding the dream you had before." I nodded and went to where I thought Furys office would be. What dream? Hammer didn't tell me about a damn dream! After searching I finally found his office. I knocked and felt my palsm get sweaty.

"Come in Agent."

I walked in, "hello sir."

"Arthur! What's gotten into you?"

"I'm sorry sir." I mumbled and looked down.

"It doesn't matter. You have a mission in Paris. This one will be in a few months but I'll need you to prepare for it now. Sorry to say you'll be dealing with the english mafia there. I need you to enfultrate  and take them down. They're in territories they shouldn't be in. You'll be leaving in 6 months. I'm still working on getting you a 'job'. Until than you are to practice, prepare, and be ready. Do not screw this up."

"Yes sir." I mumbled and quickly ran out of the room. I went in search of Natasha. I walked into a training room to see her beating the shit out of a dummy. I swallowed. If I didn't play the part that would be me next, "You said you had something to tell me?" I asked, my voice wavering.

"Yeah Hammers been active lately. I just want you to keep an eye out." I nodded and came up with an excuse to leave. Heading over to Tonys my nerves really started to get to me. This isn't exactly easy to pretend to be someone you really don't know.  Heading up I knocked on his door secretly hoping he just told me he never wanted to see me again but luck wasn't on my side, than again it didn't seem to be much on my side lately. 

"Oh..hello." He muttered and let me in.

"Hey...so listen..I really want to apoligize for yesterday. I just...I was angry and you were angry and I need-" He cut me off by slamming his lips against mine. I kissed back but god this was terrible. Yeah he was a good kisser but this just felt so...gross. How the hell did Michaela manage to deal with this all the time. He grabbed my thighs and picked me up to where I was straddling him as we made our way to the couch. 2 hours very awkward hours later we were laying on his couch naked. He seemed pretty satisfied, I on the other hand really just wanted to get away from him. I loved Justin...not this man. I shifted uncomfortably as he held me close and whispered sweet nothings into my ear. How I yearned for him to be Justin, those first 8 months were wonderful...and now...now he does nothing but obsess over killing Tony. Resentment began to boil inside of me. I could tell Tony everything right now, I could get Hammer back by having them take Michaela away and him and I could spend the rest of our lives in jail together. We could be a couple...sort of. But if I were to, I'm sure he would never talk to me again. I sighed and closed my eyes.

"Whats wrong baby?"

"Oh...nothing just...enjoying being here with you." I whispered. Craving the thought of gagging. Dispair washed over me as I realized what I just did. I just cheated on Justin. For me to get his love back I had to cheat on him.