His Voice

A Turning Point

(A/N):

HAVE YOU SEEN THE VIDEO FOR HEARTBEAT?! ARE YOU DYING LIKE ME? WHEN I HEARD IT IN BTS WORLD I DIED. I WAS LIKE, "THE HELL? THIS IS A BOP!" THEN THEY DROPPED THE VIDEO. Anyway, it's up top. 😁

.:Taehyung's POV:.

First, Jimin started chewing me out, and then I heard Jin yelling at Yoongi for destroying the lock and knob on my door. All this noise and all I could do was zone out and continue thinking about the man that just left. "As I said before, you're perfect to me at least." He thinks I'm perfect? My face started to burn red. I think- I'm starting to feel something for him. What is this?

"Are you even listening to me?!" Jimin yelled, overtaking my thoughts.

"Huh?" I asked.

"AGH! I said I am sick and tired of you hiding shit from me! We are soul mates, we are best friends! You are supposed to tell me everything! Now what in the fuck is wrong with you?" Now Jimin doesn't get angry often, especially at me, but when he does you better watch out. He is scary as hell. It's not that I'm afraid for my life right now, but more so our friendship. I care about him way too much to lose him.

"I guess it's time we talk then," I said looking down at my fingers. Jimin closed my door the best he could and walked over to my bed to lay down with me. We didn't cuddle, but he did drape his arm around me.

"Okay, Tae. Here's your chance to make this up to me. Tell me what's going on with you," he said softer and more nice than before. I looked at him and felt embarrassed. I didn't want to tell him this, but I need to. If I keep confiding in Jeongguk whatever this weird feeling is, won't go away. It'll only grow. Besides, he's busy and Jimin is practically begging to know. So here goes.

"I-I'm a failure, Jimin. I'm disastrous..." I started to cry again. I looked up at Jimin and his eyes widened. He just pulled me in for a hug and I just began to cry harder. He already knew.

"Did you stop taking your medicine again Tae?" I just nodded.

"I d-don't need it."

"Apparently you do. You're none of those things, you know that. We all know that." He hugged me tighter. We just stayed silent for a while. I honestly don't know that. I don't know anything other than what I feel. I am a failure. I am a disaster. Nothing more and nothing less. "Look at me Tae." I looked up at him. "I know that's not all... What is going on between you and Gukkie? You two give a lot of fanservices for cameras, but what I just walked in on wasn't for any camera. You two were super comfortable from what I saw." He was right. That wasn't anything for fans or any camera. I was crying into his chest, clutching onto him. He just makes me feel so safe and so happy. He makes me so... excited. So much that I forget all my troubles and feel like I don't need my medication. Is this how Jimin feels when he's around Yoongi? He helped Jimin love his body and voice. That's why Jimin fell for him... Is this what I'm doing? Am I falling for Jeon Jeongguk?

"Jimin, I know your bisexual, but do you think you could help me?" I asked nervously.

"Sure, what's up? Have you found someone?" Jimin asked with his eyes shining. He was so happy I was asking for help. I smiled back at him. His smile gave me confidence.

"I think I have but I don't know. I'm confused. I think I'm falling for someone," I said trying to be vague.

"Who is it? Do I know her?"