IM SORRY... (Sanders Sides) Virgil x Roman

Chapter 6

This is a warning to say that there is an attempt of suicide in this chapter. Please stay safe.

I wake up back on my bed, I feel something on my that's not normally there. Something in my pocket? I wonder to myself. I sit up and there is a bouquet of flowers, I feel behind my ear and notice the that rose is also still them. I get up and grab some vases and put all the roses in them.

I of course leave the one behind my ear there.

Boo I jump and spin around. There's a figure in my corner, I expect to see Sam slither out of the shadows but instead I watch as a shadow move into the light. I look around the room and no one is there, I look back to the wall and the shadow walks towards me. A twisted smile forms in the shadow. I jump back filled with fear.

Who the fuck are you?! I scream as the figure jumps from one wall to another. The twisted smile turns into a smirk and then demon laughing fills the room. I jump again and run to my bedside table and grab my cutting knife. I turn back around and point it at the wall he's on. Nothing.

Where did he go?

I keep spinning in circles checking all the walls for him. A rock falls behind, I pick it up slowly.

Where did this come from? Shit

I get hit with a sudden realization. I slowly look up to ,y ceiling and there it is. Even though I knew he was there I still couldn't help being terrified.

Long time no see Virge the voice bounces around the room.

I've never met this guy before, have I?

I think for a few more seconds, then gasp.

I got over that, I know that there is no monster under my bed, or under the stairs or in the closet. I know that there is no such thing as a monster. Why are you back Fear? I growl.

He laughs and jumps to the wall to the right of me. Because Virge, we all know that there is something bigger that you fear.He smirks.

We?

Yes, we. the room fills up with laughter. All the voices, although the same, they are each distinguished. I fall onto my knees and stream, my rose fall from behind my ear and he comes over and crushes it. I close my eyes and cover my ears to block out the voices but they just appear in my head 10 times louder.

I quickly get on my feet and run to the imagination room hoping they wont follow. I run out of my room closing the door and run to the imagination room slamming the door.

I quickly calm down when I realize that they havent followed me in. I start to picture the place were I was in my dream. I picture the small waterfall, and the soft grass, I birds chirping and the leaves rustling. Lastly I think about now dozens of roses instead of just the one.

I pluck one and put it behind my ear again. I think of what else the forest can have and up comes a bench and a picnic blanket. I decide to sit on the bench because my guard is still up after what happened in my room.

The bench is close enough to the water to see my reflection so I move the bench back a little so that what happened the other day won't happen again.

During this time I think about many things like if this world is actually real of if it was a dream. Then I remembered about the rose that I put behind my ear the last two time and how it was still there when I left.

I walk towards the river once again and gaze in and

It only me, and I'm smiling. I wish I could smile like that. I try but it feels so wrong. The water starts moving and letter start appearing. D-O Y-O-U W-A-N-T T-O B-E H-A-P-P-Y?

Yes. yes I really do

Yes I say out loud hoping they will show me the secret of how to be happy.

T-H-E-N J-U-M-P

What the-

The water moves apart and out comes the infinity vortex. Any thing that goes in there will be gone forever, if its a personality they will die.

Roman I think but my thought gets pushed away.

No no no no no No No NO NO NO!

The wind starts to pick up You will be happy I hear a strange voice in the breeze.

remember your friends. The wind said with a tone of disgust. when was the last time you were with them and didnt have a fight about something you did wrong, when was the last time you were all together? And when was the last time you even saw one of them. They dont care about you dumbass how can you not realize this.

Its true they always blame me for everything, they hate me they would be better without me, Im just a disorder. My mind starts racing and I feel myself slowly turning to look at the hole.

They will all be happier without you I walk up to the edge mind still racing.

But what about roman. My thoughts get pushed to the back of my head again.

The wind gets more intense. The rose behind my ear blows off right into the pit. A tear rolls down my face.

I always pictured myself as a rose, hard to talk to but when you get to know me I will open up and show you the true me. Its a shame Im not going to be able to do this.

I look down into the pit. I nod my head slowly and then around, I put my arms out at the sides of me and slowly let myself go. Tears rolling down my face as I feel my feet leave the platform.

But I stopped. Please just let me die.