Amori is a 21-year-old girl focused on accomplishing her goals. What will happen when she finally lay eyes on her Stokeley, who she's been talking to for 5 years? Will they fall in love? Will it ruin their bond? Will she get scared and run?
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I watched her face change from playful to attentive. "Is everything okay? Are you okay?" The sincerity in her voice made me grin even though I knew she was getting worried.
Whenever Mori is really genuine she has this adorable voice that's always been so cute to me. "Yeah everything is great right now and I'm great too." I rubbed her thigh as I stared deep into her eyes. "Then what's the issue?"
"I mean it's not really an issue," I paused and she waited for me to continue. "We need to talk about us." The second those words came out of my mouth she looked down and I caught her slightly shake her head. "Amori, you do realize that we are not officially together?"
"Yes, Stokeley I do know that." I was waiting for her to look me in the eye but she didn't. "Okay, then why aren't we together?" I softly grabbed her chin and brought her head up so she wouldn't be looking at my chest anymore. Her eyes still roamed everywhere but avoided my eyes. "Can you answer me please?" I calmly asked.
She took a loud breath out and spoke, "I just think that," but I interrupted her. "Don't speak to me without looking me in my eyes. I want to feel every word you're about to say."
Her brown eyes unhurriedly looked at me. "I just think that we shouldn't be together yet." I huffed loudly and just shook my head. "You know exactly why so don't go huffing and puffing. We've tried this before and what happened?"
She waited for my answer as I swiped my hand down my face. "Huh? What happened Stokeley?" I still didn't say anything but instead just looked her in her eyes. I could tell she wasn't happy anymore but she was now pissed off.
"You know what," she got off of my lap. "When you finally want to talk about what happened last time," she was now off the bed and looking for her panties and shorts. "Instead of trying to just simply forget about it and push it to the side, then we can talk."
All of her clothes were now on and she left the room. I watched her walk out angrily and when I knew she was gone, I grabbed the pillow behind me and screamed into it. "FUCK!" I should have known this would come up. I try to avoid everything of my past that I don't like but I cannot run away from it.
I met Amori when I wasn't right. I was doing destructive things; not to just me but to those around me. I didn't care about anything or anyone and she was still there for me. I was disrespectful to everybody even if they cared about me.
Just remembering everything that I did in my past makes me so frustrated. I don't know how I could have been such a bad person. I lived life like nothing matter and not even my own life. But the one person that never left my side, was Amori.
When I first met her, we were so happy. She made me feel like there was some kind of hope of me being happy or that I could potentially have a future. The first year of me knowing her, we were in a relationship; we weren't just best friends but that was my girlfriend. I would call her my wife even though we were just 16. I already had my mind made up that she would be my wife and I would never lose her.
