So (not-so-quick) quick backstory, I moved to a new state and I entered 7th grade. I made friends with this nice 8th grade girl and found out she was a lesbian. In the middle of the year I also found out that she had a crush on me. (This was the time when I still thought I was straight and she helped me realize I was actually pansexual.) Soon after that I developed a crush on her but was to scared to tell her in fear she stopped liking me. I moved away the summer after I finished 7th grade but I made sure to get her number first so we could keep in contact. I got a new phone and lost her number but a year later (I was finishing grade 8) I got it back.
Anyways we've been talking for a couple of weeks and my crush on her, which I thought was gone, has redeveloped and is even bigger that when I was in grade 7. She's been telling me that she has a crush one someone new and I'm not surprised. I just wish I could tell her but I can't.
This was probably confusing but what I need advice on is:
What do I do? She likes this other person and from the way she talks about them it seems like she's in love. I know I should be happy for her, and I definitely am, but I can't help but feel that little pang of jealousy whenever she talks about her crush and how much she likes them. I want to tell her but I know she'll reject me. I just need to know how to cope. I think I might love her. I know I'm probably to young to know for sure but it feels right.
Sorry this is so long but I just need advice... please.
