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It's Hard For Me

Sal's P.O.V.

I was still thinking about what Ashley told me...maybe she is right...it was my fault that my parents died...

Her mom:- Kids?
Y/N:- Yes mom?

I headed to them without saying anything

Her dad:- When you want to go home just tell us ok?
Y/N:- I don't want to go home, I'm fine, Sal, do you want to go home?
Sal:- Um...uh...no, if you don't want, then...um...we'll stay until you want to go home I guess
Y/N:- Sal, if you're not feeling ok we can go home
Larry:- Yes Sal, it's ok, really
Sal:- Thanx guys, I love you
Larry:- I love you too
Y/N:- Hah, me too
Her dad:- Then let's go tell Lisa we are leaving

Sal went to Lisa and told her we are leaving

*time skip* *you are home*

Y/N's P.O.V.

I was lying on the couch, watching the T.V. "Where is Sal? He was supposed to be here around me..."

Y/N:- Sal? SAL!

He didn't respond, I searched for him in my room, but I didn't found him...I started to get worried

Sal's P.O.V.

I was in the bathroom...cutting myself, again, I just can't take it anymore, I have to let it out...I just...can't...I cut my arm again, and again, one cut dipper than the other, one tear more painfully than the other...

Y/N's P.O.V.

Y/N:- Mom, dad, do you know where is Sal?
Mom:- What, no, I though he was with you...
Dad:- Did you looked in your room, in the kitchen?
Y/N:- Yes, he is not there
Mom:- Do you think he could...
Y/N:- No...there is no way he could ever just...
Dad:- Maybe he is in the bathroom
Y/N:- Yeah, maybe he is in the bathroom, I'll go check in him
Dad:- Wait no-

I ran at the bathroom's door

knock knock

Y/N:- Sal? Are you in there?

Sal's P.O.V.

knock knock

Y/N:- Sal? Are you in there?

I heard Y/N's voice and I panicked, I couldn't let her saw me like this, I have blood all over my hands...she is going to freak out...

Y/N:- Sal, Sal please if you are in there say something

I could barely breathe, I couldn't say anything...

Y/N:- Sal I'm worried, if you are not saying anything I'm going to get in!

Sal:- I-I-I'm-m-m f-fi-ne...ah!
Y/N:- Sal? What was that, you don't sound like you are fine, please, can I come in?
Sal:- N-no! I-I I wi-ll b-be f-fi-ne, I am f-fi-ne
Y/N:- That's it, I'm coming in!

Y/N's P.O.V.

I came in the bathroom seeing Sal in a lot of blood, trying to talk and cover it