The Lost One

Chapter three;

I smell something, something reallly good... it smells almost like... coffee? wait, that is the smell of coffee! I spring up in bed finally having a reason to get up on a Saturday. I look in the mirror at my tangled hair, drool faced ugly self. I have makeup smeared all over my face... I'm not even wearing my pajamas.... That's when it hits me. The cheating. The lying. The boy who broke my heart. I can feel my heart breaking all over again. Tears spring into my eyes as i lean against the mirror for support because my legs give out. But the mirror fails me, because it flips, hits my head and i fall to the floor crying.

You know what? He's not going to get me down. Not right now. I have coffee, maybe it will help. So i hop in the shower contemplate lifes meaning, then hop out. I dress in black leggings and a 5sos shirt and some tan colored uggs. I do my hair in a messy bun after getting frustrated at it for 15 minutes. Then i put on some mascara and eye-liner and run downstairs.

When i get down i see my mom and dad hugging . Gross. "Do you guys need me to leave or can you get another room?" I say obviously annoyed. I dont want to see love, especially not my parents. Mom hears me and looks up. "Julia how disrespectful." She says with that "mom tone" . That tone normally scares me and i run back upstairs. But, not today. I know he shouldn't get me down, but he does. I'm most certainly not going to lie to myself.

Mom's obviously got it out for me so i decide to grab the coffee she poured me, and go back upstairs.

Once I'm up there, I see my ipods totally blowing up. I look at the texts:

Jared My Bae:) : Morning beautiful.

I can't believe him. He cheated on me, and now he has the nerve to text me !?!? and not even say SORRY!!?!??!?!?!?!?!?! You know what? Im ignoring him.

That's right. Completely ignoring him.

That lasted a good 5 minutes.

Julia:

I can't believe you have the NERVE to text me a good morning text, when you are a liar, cheater, dirty litttle ******* bag.

He takes a moment to answer......

Jared My Bae:) : Huh? What are you talking about.....?

Julia: You sure as hell know what im talking about.

He takes another few moments before starting to type.

Jared My Bae:) :

Bae, what are you talking about?

Julia: Fine Jared I'll play your dumb game. Well you see, you made out with a quicky, then , you muttered i wasnt worth it, THEN you got mad at a guy who helped me.

Jared My Bae:) : Um,?? I didnt? did you have a dream? you silly you .

Julia: You know what? Forget it.

Jared My Bae:) : WAIT! WAIT! wait.. Jules. If this did happen, then im truly and ever so very sorry. I did get drunk yesterday so... maybe i was stupid. I'm sorry babe.

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How can i say no to that?

Julia: Fine I forgive you, But, we're not going back to the way we were. We're taking this slowly.

Jared My Bae:) :

Whatever it takes ;-)

i charge my ipod and run downstairs. I grab a jacket, and run outside. I dont know where im going, just anywhere but here. Again i sense someone watching me, HONESTLY, its creeping me out.... suddenly i fall. I cant get up my leg hurts, like really bad, maybe it got bruised? I see a small bump on it... ugh. I need to go back. I dont want to- but i have to it looks pretty bad. I probably am allergic to something again. I limp back home. Falling onto the couch i call my doctor and tell my mom, they say they can get me in at 1:30. Its 10:15 right now.

So i sit down and watch my favorite episodes of Monk.

After about an hour I'm hungry so i make myself some ramon noodles.

After I'm done eating its 12:30. So, I go on instagram and look at pictures.

After taddling around its finally time to go. I call for mom she comes downstairs and we go in our truck preparing for the 15 minute ride. Once we get there we get in pretty quickly.

We wait in there as a nurse gives me the stupid gown so i get in a paper gown and wait .... and wait for my doctor to come.

finally 10 minutes later, (which feels like eternity) my doctor (Doctor Ymani) comes in .

"Hello, Hello, Julia." she says cheerfully.

"Hi." I say shyly.

"What seems to be the problem today?" She asks.

"Well i was running outside and after about, I dont know, maybe 3 minutes into it i fall. My knee hurts, i look down theres a bump on it ." I say shrugging it off. It's seriously probably just an allergic reaction, i probably scratched some berry bush. But, better safe then sorry.

She stares at it . inspects it.

"Well I'm not sure, it's probably something minor but we'll get it check out up in the north town hospital okay?" She says sounding professional. Oh wait she is.

"Okay." I say simply.

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Hi guys :-) !

I have a plan for you JULIA!!!! I'm so excited on how this book is coming along (GREAT) Please share it and keep up the reading. Sorry i couldn't update yesterday i was busy catching up on homework (BLEH) But i hope you guys like'd this Chapt.!

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Just so you know i changed the cover just because i didnt like it before okay byee!!